Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3015 steps (ha, I'm just over three grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Open The Windows Of Your Heart'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'The Seven-Day Challenge' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Sharing Excitement For Christ'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep tonight! Nature didn't call until 6:30am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Outta habit, nature woke me for another pot :P trip @ 7:35am (usually the time dearest dad would get ready to leave for work) but then Pijum, Pearl and I all happily snored until just 9am before nature called once more. Shortly afterwards, PIG mum begins her noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs, and shortly afterwards she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with only both the bra strap and the tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO and both laces, before - fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and THIRTY-EIGHT MINUTES online!!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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