Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only458 steps today (coz obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'What Binds The Hands Of Love?'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Be Interested In Everything God Does' 'and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Meeting Together In Jesus'. Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 7th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Today's only April the 1st but I've already achieved April's one week of awesome sleeps to keep me on track for last year's number of twelve! Back in 2019, 2020 and 2021 when I somehow achieved TWENTY-FIVE was just crazy, but PIG mum says not having any accidents more important.
- Like yesterday, nature didn't call until 6:20am; after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Nature called again around 7:45am (when dearest dad usually left for work) and then once more around 9am when I was woken by PIG mum's noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. When she comes into gimme eye goo @ 8:45am I wonder why she's that early and she replies dad said go swimming after I've helped you up.
- After PIG mum helps me exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap and the tee (since dearest dad's home), she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle. PIG mum bites my head off for wetting the pullup pants when she's ripping them off but I've promised her that I'll use the pot :P should nature call tonight.
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast was (for the second consecutive day) one bowl of the less (sticky) bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) very lightly sprinkled with some Minus :P over the top, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself once more slowly and safely to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Fingers crossed I can bbl, since I'm still owed FIFTY-ONE MINUTES online!!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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