Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1311 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Arm Yourself With Promises'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'What You Will Do In Heaven; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's and fifthly, the spam count for the weekend's only one. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 7th consecutive awesome sleep last night; that's the second time this year I've achieved one straight week of awesome sleeps! :D Nature didn't call until noisy PIG mum woke me with her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep again since I knew she'd get very noisy again exactly one hour later!
- Sure enough, like clockwork, exactly one hour later PIG mum's noisy a-THUMPING around wakes me for another pot :P trip, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum lets herself into my room @ 7:30pm to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth.
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of the less yummy (sticky) bird food :P (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) mixed with a very thin layer of Minus :P, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and buckle my own seatbelt. PIG mum tootles us off to church and parks underneath the service hall. I hike up the ramp and use the second cubicle in the normal ladies' restroom since both the disabled and the first normal cubicle both have lids closed and horrid PIG mum wouldn't lift it for me.
- Our service hall has air con, sweet~ I grab my usual spot for service @ the back on the most left and PIG mum hurries upstairs to join CM.
- Yay, I get to stay seated for worship today. I sing everything, plus the harmony for one song but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Winston who continued Peter Pie's sermon series 'Undivided'. Service ended thirty-three minutes early today!
- When PIG mum came for me, she said that CSS hadn't even finished but she'd come downstairs immediately after the sermon ended! I used the disabled loo once, grabbed a packet of bikkies and took a seat outside the service hall. PIG mum returns with a Styrofoam cup of white tea for me; I'm hoping she put some sugar into it.
- Joined Dr. Lee and lotsa other EM people for lunch @ Rice Paper! I got the fried chicken ho fan (no nuts) and a HK milk tea; OMG, 'twas SO GOOD to finally slurp one!! XD Just a pity that Dr. Lee and Peter Pie said no Gong Cha afterwards and the parents aren'tr gonna lemme out again this month. >< *sigh*
- Pity Peter Pie and Dr. Lee said no bubble tea after lunch ... XD
- Dr. Lee dropped me home, I used the loo for one tinkle and then I walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Pity the Broncos just lost 20-10 to the Roosters in Las Vegas!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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