Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1718 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's "If He Calls, He Keeps'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Evidence Of Christ's Resurrection"; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "Jesus Christ Is Risen Today!" and fifthly, the spam count for the weekend's just two. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:20am when PIG mum woke me with her noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep since I knew she'd get very noisy again one hour later!
- Instead, I fell back asleep so soundly that I didn't wake again until PIG mum let herself into my room! I used the pot :P then for one more tinkle, she hit me with the eye goo and helped me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back ton finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the looo for one tinkle and PIG mum rips off the pull-up pants. After washing and drying both hands, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of the less yummy (so sticky) bird food (what Dr.Ku calls All-Bran XD) with a very light scattering of Minus :P over the top, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt. She checks before climbing into the driver's seat and parking under the service hall. I use the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry both hands while she's going herself and then grab my usual spot @ the most left.
- Suddenly, Aunty May comes over and asks what plans have I got for the picnic after baptism; when I sadly tell her dad won't lemme attend she replies no probs; Uncle Harry and I'll drive you! I happily Whatsapp dad this message.
- Yay, I got to stay seated for worship~ Like last week, I sang everything plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- After service I visited the loo for another tinkle and grabbed one packet of crackers, intending to take that upstairs to the main hall and nibble for morning tea before the baptism.Aunty May comes and she's about to take me with her but horrid PIGF mum shooes her away. ><
- I'm understandably frustrated and teary when sitting in the main hall waiting for the baptism. Aunty Happy sees me, goes what's wrong?? I tell her why I'm unhappy and she says don't worry; they have a good heart~
- After baptism, dad immediately hauls me off to Hungry Jack's for lunch with him. What a sad way to finish my official birthday month lunches. >< While he's driving he keeps going on about how much he's suffering and I'm wondering when did you take a leaf from PIG mum's book?
- I get a Whopper Junioe, half a packet (or less) of small chips and some orange juice. We bump into Dr. Esther, her fiancee, Julz and Joey, too!
- Back home, I use the loo once and pop online.
- Originally I was very disappointed to end my birthday month dinners with just a plain boring dinner @ home but suddenly Aunty Yvonne's invited us over to her place for dinner again!
- Toms: Easter Monday public holiday! Perhaps expect a super-pissy plodding total from me? Unfortunately, won't get any support toms arvo ... >< *sigh*
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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