monday post 30d

one final evening! em's final plodding total for monday now stands @2883. righteo, final events for tonight?
-actually, PIG mum came downstairs and gleefully forced me offline immediately. i went to the bathroom, meaning she of course gleefully forced me to dak myself. but thanks to her who passed me one mug of water - she stayed to make sure i held the cup 'correctly' then i did my second stinky unspeakable for today.
-PIG mum came back, gleefully FORCED :( me to walk over to wash and dry both hands, before gleefully FORCING :( me back to the gobbling :P table.
-thankfully, she lemme sit and read the book that vicky had lent me on sunday! i found a quote i can really relate to, on pg. twenty:"As a result, aching Christians often fall under condemnation, wondering what they have done that has caused the Lord to turn his back on them." it's sth i wonder daily about too; what did i do/not do that pissed off god so much that he almost murdered me back in 2007 with a brain tumour? but i've learnt since then that god and the entire world can be against me if that's what he wants; all i need is one person on my side, just the knowledge that i'm not alone. and that's enough. :)
-when dearest dad came home, dinner was rice, lotsa little tong vegetable, some snapper (with lotsa bones! luckily i can spit them out without accidentally chocking to death!) oh, and one tiny piece of yummy BBQ meat, which i of course saved for last. sadly, PIG mum did gleefully force poor ela to hang onto the bowl while i ate, meaning that i VERY DELIBERATELY held onto my yummy half mug (we're all out! hopefully either parent can buy some more toms) of fruit and vegie juice 'incorrectly'.
-after dinner, i sat and read that book some more while PIG mum ate her own dinner. then she took me once more to the loo (of course gleefully forcing me to do everything) before i returned online.
-actually, i need the loo again. >< brb!
-righteo, em's final plodding total now stands @ 3027. nice, i passed three grand. :) of course, PIG mum gleefully forced me to do everything again. but i'm back online till 9:30 i've got twenty minutes. :)
-toms: anna's coming to mind me while PIG mum goes to the dentist. i think i'll read my book club novel silently; i've read too slow and won't finish by next thursday if i keep reading out aloud!
-then we're going to see leslie! it's been more than one year since i've had my eyes checked; it'll be good to see lesley again. wonder if i can say to her, "sorry my mum didn't lemme continue doing neuro feedback; 'twas too exy and she still thought my thinking twisted." ? :P
-i wonder if we can go to the pizza hut there for lunch? it's the only one i know that's still eat here! fingers crossed!
-then hina's taking me out to toastmasters toms night! speech fest, yeah~ but i really think i'd just better stick with a snackbox and small gravy for dinner~ unless hina rathers red rooster for supper. then i want pineapple fritters! righteo, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
cheers,
em. ^^