Sunday Post 302b

Good evening! Firstly, I’m logging in my plodding total for Sunday as 3500 (I totally forgot to switch Wally off after I hauled myself upstairs for ESS; by the time I remembered we were singing the first worship song and Wally had already raced ahead to like 6600! XD); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Be Spiritually Sensitive’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s only nine. Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, 6^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am and after one pot :P trip I fell back asleep straightaway, coz PIG mum would doubtless begin her daily a-THUMPING around in one hour!
• At 2:43pm I’ve played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:31. Now, lemme finish one more game of Bejeweled lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Success; the only thing was that earlier, dearest dad had come and kissed me bye before leaving early for church; the only difference that made was that PIG mum wouldn’t help me with a tee after she came and hit me with the eye goo and did up my bra strap, before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I complied with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first *sigh* Whilst doing so, I also spent ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf’s AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is three plain Weet-Bix (no honey; PIG mum originally only gave me two but I asked for one more since she hadn’t fed me any dinner last night!) with milk, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

Cheers,
Em. ^^