Thursday Post 293

Good afternoon! My new Wally arrived yesterday, only it won't turn on?? o_O But TWFT topic's 'Finishing Strong In Ministry (4)' and most importantly, I'm still owed ONE HOUR and ONE MINUTE online after I let PIG mum nab @ least half my arvo tea!! Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:20am and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• Shirley and I cuddled and snored, me waking to use the pot :P once more about one hour later after PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo and switch off the air con. While awaiting Deb's arrival, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• Okay, will let myself off from playing my two usual games of Bejeweled and still willingly hit the sack tonight because the computer speed's normal but I've just played three straight games lasting more than seven minutes! XDCheers,Em. ^^