Tuesday Post 303b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 550 steps (because obviously, I've not left the house yet) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Are You Feeling Overwhelmed Today?' Anyways, events for today?

• Aww, I thought enduring blasted seemingly useless hydrotherapy for mother would guarantee me an awesome sleep last night, but nope! 12:35am, my idiot bladder nudges me awake and demands I use the pot. XD
•  Nature calls again around 7am, when dearest dad randomly lets himself into my room to kiss me good morning~ After another pot :P trip, I spent ten minutes  beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• Huge thanks to dad who handed me Elf's AFO, one sock and glasses before leaving for work! Since PIG mum informed me last night that Aunty Ann was only taking a short cruise and I'd be seeing her for a massage toms, I had to get myself up right away if I wanted my two most important hours of the day online!
• Getting myself kitted with only one functioning hand takes around ten minutes; that managed, I went over to the bathroom and brushed teeth, with Ela enjoying one extra break~
• Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. I'd gotten myself a spoon and a bowl and was about to return to the cupboard for the Weet-Bix when I noticed the box of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) sitting on the table. Well, then I certainly wasn't gonna return to the cupboard for Weet-Bix; instead I just poured myself one bowl of All-Bran and drowned that with the milk I'd gotten from the fridge! Over breakfast,  I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  
• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Have a torture session with Vincent the bloody physio soon... >< Stress abounds ... hopefully I'll not get heatstroke again!
• Looking forward to seeing Aunty Ann for a comfy massage; she's come back from her cruise! Bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap @ her. XD
• Shannon's minding me from 4pm and taking me to Toastmasters tonight, so fingers crossed I can get some dinner from Macas, never mind that Happy Meals were what I had surely MORE THAN TWO DECADES ago!! *sigh*
• Toms: may haveta get myself up again. *another sigh*
• Gotta do GCCW homework!
• Fingers crossed I can watch Seven's morning news!
• Nat's minding me from 12:15pm till 4:15pm.
• Then Kim's taking me to choir!
• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^