Saturday, June 27, 2020

Sunday Post 342c

Good afternoon and potentially one final greeting for today! The parents have already had walkies and remembered not to lock themselves outta the house; think I can officially login Sunday's plodding total @ only 750. Oh, and the potential final, final spam count for the weekend's now fourteen. Righteo, potential final, final events for today?

  • Yup, exactly one hour later, PIG mum awakens me with her a-THUMPING around upstairs getting changed. After another pot :P  trip, I spend the ten minutes until 7:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • PIG mum enters my room to gimme some eye goo. After dumping my clothes on the bed, she leaves; I give myself fifteen more minutes and then get myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and 
    continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful Gods near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast is one of those adorable fluffy pancakes PIG mum baked last night, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one mug of Milo. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful Gods near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
  • Now @ 2:08pm I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:28. That's today's quotas satisfied and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, because I've actually also played one more memorable game lasting 8:42! But I've used up all my time playing, so just super-briefly:
  • Watched ESS online. Sang everything for worship, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
  • Speaker today was Pastor Chris with his final sermon (15th) from his Edge Of Glory series, entitled Life 2.0
  • Lifted loo lid and sat for one tinkle, got myself a spoon and had rice leftovers for lunch.
  • Lunch was spooned down with one bowl of soup, after which I took my bowl over to the sink and walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful Gods near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. At 2:15pm I used the loo for one more tinkle.
  •  Toms: fingers crossed PIG mum helps me up...
  • After reading the day's Bible passages, I'll haveta check has Axiom College allowed me to resume study yet; if yes I'll skip my most important two hours of the day online coz I've gotta submit another subject by the end of this month to get another extension!
  • David will come gimme a session of physio and Tina will come mind me.
  • Fingers crossed I can read Elantris for one hour and get to watch Nine's 6pm news bulletin!
  • Righteo, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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