Tuesday Post 340c

Good afternoon and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Em's potential final, final plodding total for Tuesday now stands @ 1892. Righteo, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:53pm, I lasted 5:26. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Woo hoo, 18TH consecutive awesome sleep last night!! Nature didn't call until 8:05am; after one pot :P trip I immediately tried to fall back asleep since dearest dad would leave for work one hour later!
• Now @ 3:18pm I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:43. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Sleep didn't fully return; when dearest dad considerately walked silently along the hallway and unpopped the lock leading into the garage, I used the pot :P again before spending ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• After dearest dad retucked Shirley and me into bed, kissed me bye and left for his hard day's work we cuddled and snored, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum began her usual a-THUMPING around upstairs. Shortly afterwards, she's let herself into my room, hit me with the eye goo and left my clothes for me on the side of the end, indicating I'm to get myself mostly independently kitted. I comply with that after giving myself fifteen more minutes; whilst doing so,  I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sig*
• PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Oh, and I started a new electric toothbrush yesterday! Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
• Fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I'm really still owed THIRTY-NINE MINUTES online!!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^