Good afternoon again! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Monday now stands @ 698 (but going out next) but secondly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY-FOUR MINUTES online after I get home and watch the 6pm news bulletin (Nine's) for the181ST time!! Anyways, continuing today's events?
- After returning to sleep with Daddy Bear and waking up for the pot :P once more around 9am, I call upstairs to PIG mum again and remind her please to help me up soon since I'm hoping not to already be back in my room before twelve hours have passed!
- Still, she takes her time with things, meaning I don't let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth until nearly 9:50am. *sigh*
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast's one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and hopefully very lightly sprinklled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above
the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him
push me over. There,
I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and
finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the
cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that
affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable
of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good
day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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