Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3015 steps (ha, I'm just over three grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'He Does All That He Pleases'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Use The Gift That God Has Given You' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'The Ultimate Snapshot' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY-FIVE MINUTES online after I get home from table tennis and attend GG tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- Aww, I thought plodding 5000+ steps yesterday would score me an awesome sleep last night, but nature called! >< Never mind, I was prolly just too excited getting to catchup with Sandon yesterday~ *sigh*
- Following the first daylight pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore, nature calling once more around 9am. PIG mum doesn't start herdaily noisy a-THUMPING around until well after 9:15pm; by the time I've mostly independently kitted myself and she's finished with my footwear, it's past 9:50am. *sigh*
- After letting PIG mum gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very thinly spread with avocado and hopefully very lightly sprinkled with salt (couldn't taste any, even after I licked the plate clean >< XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breajfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above
the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him
push me over. There,
I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and
finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the
cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that
affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable
of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good
day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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