thursday post 33

argh!!! >< my most vanished!!! >< well, i've got about forty-five minutes till hina arrives; i should be able to quickly type out today's events!
-em's been hard @ work plodding 1162 steps today.
good afternoon! sorry i couldn't come back online last night; think dad got pissed with me that i said PIG mum 'forced' me to do sth. i dunno what's his problem with the word; he may not lemme say it or even think it in my head, but i'm pretty sure i've got more body parts to switch them to think whatever my parents won't allow me to. :P thing is, the parents mightn't allow me to say that they 'forced' me to do sth, but that doesn't change the fact that i am, indeed, still being forced to do it.
-and luckily, i saved a copy of my blog post on microsoft word when the storm hit. here it is!
-anyways, em's been hard @ work plodding 1904 steps today, and TWFT topic's 'intregrity (2)'. righteo, events for today?
-i used the pot :P several times last night, using it once more when dearest dad left for work @ 7:50am. i spent the last ten minutes till 8am having a quiet chat to percy ercy the angel/saint, asking him to please help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance i'd need to get through today, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her when she decided that only she could be happy and/or satisfied. then i cuddled bear bear and happily snored my head off :P with him.
-after PIG mum poked me awake with 'fifteen more minutes,' i counted the time down, then continued the chat to percy, but just silently. dunno why the parents get pissed with me when they hear me talking out aloud, but hey, i'm safe chatting silently. :)
-when PIG mum came back inside, i swung myself around and used the pot :P once more for two tinkles. PIG mum then got me kitted for today, before gleefully FORCING :( me to walk out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast.
-breakfast was three yummy weetbox with one drop of honey about one tenth the size of a five cent coin on one slice. i honestly dunno how PIG mum can keep 'claiming' they she squirts honey over each slice; i mean, my tastebuds don't lie! but i took one small gulp from the required mug of water 'incorrectly' afterwards.
-PIG mum gleefully FORCED :( me to walk to the car. of course, she gleefully forced me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, and we also listened to westlife's 'the love album' all day too.
-PIG mum tootled me to goodwill orthopaedics and gleefully FORCED :( me to walk inside.
-i sat down with a woman's day gossip mag until ryan called me inside - he's rod's son!
-like his dad, he had his second head removed when he came up to brisbane. :p but, unlike rod, he doesn't have an extra big toe on each foot! instead, he's got webbed feet, which he reassures me, gives him an extra advantage when swimming! :P
-so ryan took off the AFO and did some readjustments before letting me go.
-PIG mum tootled me home, of course refusing to take me out anywhere for second breakfast :P/brunch.
-i went to the bathroom when we got home; of course PIG mum gleefully forced me to dak myself. when she brought me one mug of water, i was very careful to take, drink and hand back to her 'correctly'. then i did a stinky unspeakable.
-awesome, it's 1:10pm now; if stupid nature doesn't call/PIG mum doesn't come downstairs and gleefully boot me offline, i've got three happy hours online! :D
-heartless PIG mum gleefully forced poor ela to wash and dry era countless times before she gleefully FORCED :( me to walk back to the gobbling :P table.
-then i spent, like, two happy hours reading. :) i wonder ... those heaps and heaps of words i don't understand in this book; would it have anything to do with the fact that this book was set in the times of the black plague?
-also, PIG mum went spastic @ me for no reason; like, she shoved my head back against the backrest, clamped her hand over my mouth so i couldn't talk and screamed @ me for several minutes before storming upstairs and letting me happily read in peace.
-i tried asking her @ 11:10 to please watch me walk to the toilet and was ignored. so i decided i'll hold and wait till after lunch; instead, she gleefully FORCED :( me to walk there myself, refusing to walk behind me and threatening to chuck me outta the house if i touched the walls. *sigh* there's not much i can do about that, except to tell myself that my balance has improved slightly after getting acupuncture, and if i do fall, it should only be a bum fall. most importantly, i remind myself that my PIG mum will somehow gain a PERVERSE PLEASURE from watching her only daughter struggle then fall. :(
-i made it safely to the toilet without falling, then stayed there for five tinkles, leaning on the side rail the home mod guys installed and just continuing to talk to percy. life's incredibly difficult for me now; i understand that god hates me even more than i hate him, and he's somehow made my mum incredibly self-centered, so much so that she thinks she's the only person who suffers or the only person who suffers the most, and therefore, it's her duty/responsibility to make my life as full of suffering and misery as possible. i don't get it, but hey. :( i'll survive.
-again, PIG mum couldn't be bothered walking behind me back to the gobbling :P table; she just stood beside the kitchen and smirked @ me while i struggled to walk back to the gobbling :P table.
-i got myself some of aunty june's yummy dumplings in wonton peel for lunch! PIG mum gave me (quite literally) three drops of soya sauce; 'twas so shallow i couldn't even dip! i just upended the contents over my lunch. i also drank one mug of water 'incorrectly', dunno why PIG mum couldn't be bothered with giving me juice/milk/tea.
-PIG mum gleefully FORCED :( me to walk over to the computer table and i tootled online.
-vincent the physio and kat jie jie came to borrow our 4WD! i printed him a note, saying to drive safely (coz 'twas storming before) and to please put all the christmas presents he bought for us in the boot. :P
-i went once more to the loo when they left; of course, PIG mum gleefully forced me to do everything.
-awesome, still thirty minutes left for me to surf the net! and i'm going to garbo with hina tonight! fingers crossed that the rain holds off and i can get some KFC and a low fat shake for dinner!
cheers,
em. ^^
P.S. just physio @ your :P turn for me toms. fingers, toes and all other appendages crossed i can get a kebab from naz for lunch afterwards!