Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2064 steps (yay, just over 2000); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Is It You?’ and thirdly, the spam count for the week’s eighty-three but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and ELEVEN MINUTES online after Aunty Lucia/Kitty leaves from minding me for one hour!! Anyways, events for today?
~ Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until the noist garbage woke me when it rumbled down the road to tip our bins. After one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored again, me waking once more to use the pot :P around one hour later.
- After dearest dad came and kissed me bye, Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored, me waking once more for the pot :P around 8:50am .
- There wasn’t any point trying to fall back asleep after that; instead, I just slowly, softly but most hatefully sang like 1/3 of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, closing my left eye for all the important numbers, because I knew I wouldn’t get the chance to this arvo.
After PIG mum hit me with the eye goo and helped me slightly with a bra, I gave myself fifteen more minutes then got myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO before setting me on shoelace tying practice. That took like ten minutes; afterwards, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). That done, I sat over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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