Heylo again, good evening and potentially one final greeting
for tonight! Lol, I can’t work out this
new wristband PIG mum’s got for me, so just lemme note down that the new spam
count for the weekend’s ninety-four and get started on today’s events!
~ Woo hoo, 12TH awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t
call till 6:30am this morning, and
after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:40am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored for another happy
hour, before dearest dad came to kiss me bye before leaving for work. I used
the pot :P once more and while waiting for dad to leave for work, sang about
half of my shorter second-favourite song slowly, softly but most hatefully out
aloud, because I knew I wouldn’t be able to this arvo whilst showering.
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More happy snorings for Daddy Bear and I; I used the
pot :P once more around 9am . Not long
after that, PIG mum started a-THUMPING around upstairs; she was soon down in my
room to hit me with the eye goo and help me slightly with a bra, before leaving
me to get myself mostly kitted, which I did so after giving myself fifteen more
minutes first.
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PIG mum came back to set me on shoelace tying practice
after helping with Elf’s AFO. I didn’t really mind coz I was seated and could
concentrate; I just needed to pretend that I couldn’t hear the cruel and
unfaithful God jeering @ me for what a useless person I am; besides, I know
what a kick PIG mum gets outta being able to boss me around. *sigh*
That all done, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Afterwards, I sat
over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
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After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly
and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel
and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was around one bowl of plain porridge with one
chunk of unbuttered bread, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one
yummy half mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also finish my mostly silent
chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God
tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day
has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude!
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After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to walk outside to the 4WD and she tootles me off to UQ for physio. Of course,
she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; we also listen to
Leo Koo all day, too. Era also helps Ela stretch for forty minutes, before Ela
opens and closes her palm like 300 times, holding each for a count of five,
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Physio today: sixteen laps walking along parallel bars forwards heel toe, four laps
walking backwards, eight laps walking along corridor and fifty sit-to-stands
with weight-shifting.
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Physio finished, I use the loo once more then PIG mum
tootles me off to see Aunty Ann for a comfy massage, while I munch half a yummy
chicken and mayo toastie. It tasted particularly good today; I’m presuming it
was because I really tired myself out @ physio this morning?
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At Aunty Ann’s – argh, I’m still owed FIFTY-NINE
MINUTES online!!! >< *sigh*
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Cheers,
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Em. ^^
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