Good morning! Tee hee, I don’t often get to post before midday ! XD Well, firstly, I haven’t left the house today yet, so I obviously haven’t plodded very many steps yet (and may not, depending on whether the parents restrict me to a paltry lunch with them @ Maccas) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Five All-Important Answers’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s twenty-six but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY MINUTES online after I get home from church and lunch!! Anyways, events for today?
~ Woo hoo, today I’ve achieved my second straight FORTNIGHT of awesome sleeps!! :D Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Afterwards, Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored for another hour, me waking to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. i'm lucky this morning, though: not only does she help me slightly with a bra after hitting me with the eye goo; she also helps me slightly with a tee because dearest dad hasn't been to kiss me goodbye yet.
- After giving myself fifteen more minutes, i get myself mostly kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO and my laces, only because she doesn't wanna be late attending the Canto service herself. Bet I'll be tying the laces 9with her constant nagging ><) myself later today!
- That done, I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). That done, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast is about one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of unbuttered bread (which I had to get myself coz PIG mum had already gone upstairs to get changed), one whole mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one whole mug of plain milk (usually PIG mum pours me one half-mouthful, but today she was in such a rush to get to church she forgot). Over breakfast, I watched Seven's Weekend Sunrise; Prince William and family have gone to Canada!
- When the news finished, I walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- At 9:45am, I took myself once again slowly and safely to the loo and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Waiting now for PIG mum to come back and take me to ESS @ 11am before she rocks off to her very informal fellowship with the other church ladies who can't be bothered attending Bible study like my dearest dad does. Like I've explained before, they don't do anything Biblical; they just share a cuppa and gossip. XD
- Fingers crossed PIG mum will lemme out for lunch with other church peoples afterwards! However, if she gleefully restricts me to LESS than one (that really pisses me off, considering I'm turning THIRTY next year!!) Happy Meal @ Maccas with dad, she had better take me grocery shopping afterwards, else there's no way I'll pass 1000 steps today!
- Toms: Think I've got MSG with Pastor Grace and Hairy; will need to complete the next study later today.
- Seeing Uncle Tom the Chinese herbalist for some massage and acupuncture afterwards.
- Will doubtless come home for lunch with dearest dad; hey, hopefully PIG mum'll lemme buy that two wraps for ten bucks deal from Subway for lunch!
- Early afternoon torture session with Vincent the physio. ><
- Then Kim's coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. That's right, must remember to ask PIG mum please to grab me another book to read; I've finished the Robin Hobb one!
- Anyways, hopefuilly bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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