Heylo again, good
evening and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Alas, I’m now wearing
Noisy again, because the idiot wrist band I was wearing today suddenly died!
I’m particularly grumpy coz I walked lots today; we had monthly sports @
Rochedale High! >< 8sigh* But the new spam count for the weekend’s
thirty. Anyways, continuing tonight’s events?
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Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P
trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am starting a mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience,
perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving
PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her
whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't
sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her
words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that
happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* That done,
Daddy Bear and I immediately cuddled and snored, coz I wanted to use the pot :P
once more before PIG mum came downstairs!
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Success~ Indeed, PIG mum started a-THUMPING around
upstairs while I was using the pot! :P
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When she came and hit me with the eye goo, she also
helped me slightly not only with a bra but a tee, because dearest dad hadn’t
been to kiss me goodbye yet~ He actually came and did so while I was counting
down my fifteen more minutes.
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While I got myself mostly independently kitted, I
started singing my newest second-favourite song slowly, softly but most
hatefully out aloud about ten times. PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO
and my shoes, and then I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the
bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela).
Afterwards, I sat over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning
fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's
exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He
has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and
safely to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Breakfast was one bowl of plain porridge with one slice
of plain unbuttered toast that PIG mum forgot to gimmee! That’s okay; I saw the
slice sitting forlornly by himself in the toaster and went and got him myself.
XD
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Hopefully bbl!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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