Good afternoon! Firstly, today I have only been hard @ work plodding 517 steps (obviously, I haven’t left the house today!) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Divine Guidance (2)’ Anyways, events for today?
~ Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Pity that I prolly won’t get my 7th tonight, and achieve like six weeks worth of consecutive awesome sleeps for 2016 thus far, because today’s my stay @ home day, but nature didn’t call until 7:05am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:15am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- I didn’t fall asleep again before PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo and turn on Wally 2 for me before she left for work, but after she’d left and dearest dad had retucked Daddy Bear and I back into bed, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Huge thanks to dearest dad who didn’t do anything noisy this morning, meaning Daddy Bear and I were free to snuggle and snore until Besta arrived, slightly past 10am. Dad left his usual instructions for her then left to see Dr. Lin, coz he’d somehow caught an ear infection … ><
- After giving me fifteen more minutes, I used the pot :P once more for two/three tinkles then Besta got me kitted. She had to use the shoehorn to jam Elf’s new shoe on, though!
-We went next door and I brushed teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirted some toothpaste for me.
- Then I headed over to the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I headed outside for breakfast. Thanks to dearest dad who’d left one ham and egg sandwich for me; thanks also to Besta who’d added one slice of cheese for me and made me one mug of white tea with two sugars to drink, leaving the teabag for me to suck. XD
- Happiness is getting to read for one whole hour! ^^ Sadness is realising how pathetically slow I read now; it takes me like thirty minutes just to read twenty-five pages … *sigh*
- At 11:30am , Besta gave me one mug of water to drink then @ midday , she took me once to the loo and I did a stinky unspeakable.
- Back @ the gobbling :P table, Besta made me one warm mug of Milo and I tried without success to reach both aunties. Instead, I happily read for another thirty minutes~
- Before leaving, Besta took me once more to the loo for two tinkles. She left me with about one bowl of fried rice and another mug of white tea with two sugars for lunch. Dad rang and said he was coming home soon; over lunch, I happily continued reading.
- After lunch, I walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. First, I commiserated with Uncle Colbert about the poor Broncos losing last night. XD
- At 1:50pm, I took myself once slowly and safely to the loo and back, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. I actually did another stinky unspeakable, actually.
- Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today.
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Oh, actually, the special thing’s that we’re having service @ 9am , downstairs in A1, coz the AGM ’s @ 11am !
- Fingers crossed mother will lemme out for lunch with my church peers afterwards …
- Don’t have any plans for the arvo; may just stare @ the computer until PIG mum tumbles downstairs from pigland and demands I shower. Oh, and I’ve gotta finish my uni assignment by toms night!! Anyways, fingers crossed I can bbl, otherwise hope to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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