Heylo again and good afternoon! Please excuse the first post; I so rarely get to post before midday ! XD Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 476 steps (obviously, I haven’t been out today!) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Groaning in Prayer’. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:50am (when the parents starting banging around downstairs preparing breakfast; personally I reckon I could’ve slept later had it not been for their noise! XD) and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7am having a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
~ PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo before leaving for work @ 7:30am . After she’d gone and dearest dad had tucked Daddy Bear and I back into bed, I spent another ten minutes to continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- lol, I asked PIG mum please to tell dad not to use his noisy chainsaw in the garage that morning and leave me free to enjoy my sleep-in. so, instead, dad decides to vacuum! ><” XD Meaning after nature calls again and I use the pot :P once more around 9am , I stay awake until Besta arrives.
- She knocks gently once, then enters my room. “Good morning, Emily!” she calls cheerily. I use Daddy Bear to nod good morning @ her, while my body is still turned away from her. “Good morning, Daddy Bear!” Besta cheerily greets him also. “Fifteen more minutes?” Daddy Bear nods, returns to his designated position over Tum Tum and Besta leaves us. When she comes back inside, she immediately asks me about my week when I’m swinging over to use the pot :P once more. I tell her my relief that my MRI result was good, and she gets me kitted.
- We head over to the bathroom and I brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts me out some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her once-weekly reprieve.
After I drain one mug of water, I sit over the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- I wash and dry Era then head outside for breakfast. Thanks to dearest dad who left me half a slice of egg (maybe we’re outta ham?); thanks also to Besta who adds half a slice of cheese for me and cooks the bread yummy. I also enjoy my first mug of white tea, sweetened with two teaspoonfuls of sugar and suck the teabag once. :P
- Over breakfast, I read the course outlines PIG mum left me, and highlighted parts I thought worth remembering. After breakfast, I head over to the computer, where I continue online study, while Besta gently massages Ela.
- Just after midday , I use the loo for one tinkle and Besta makes me one warm mug of Milo .
- First, I ring Aunty Lai; we chat for like ten minutes.
- Next, I try ringing Aunty Nga, but Annieb jie jie tells me that she’s still sleeping. Poor thing, she’s got a cough right now, although she says she’s already seen the doctor and is taking medicine for it.
- So I continue online study until Besta says it’s time to go to the loo once more before she leaves.
- Lunch is one full (thanks, Besta!) bowl of yummy fried rice and my second mug of white tea.
- After eating, I continue reading our new book club novel. Since it’s a classic, it’s really piss-boring, but since Amanda was kind enough to gimme the large font edition, I’ll prolly persevere reading it, beyond the required fifty pages! XD
- When PIG mum returns safely home, I use the loo once more for two tinkles then walk myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today.
- Toms: just church, definitely nothing special. Think awful PIG mum’s already said she won’t lemme have lunch out with my other church peers (meaning she’ll gleefully restrict me to LESS than one Happy Meal again *sigh*), so be prepared for a super-pissy plodding total toms. Anyways, hope to bbl after Kim leaves, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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