Good evening! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding
1272 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Getting What You Want (3)’. Anyways,
events for today?
- Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature
didn’t call until 8:05am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes
till 8:15am having a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I
need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the
satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can
be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me
through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy
and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my
teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Dearest dad came to kiss me goodbye and left for work
right after I’d finished. After he closed the garage door down and I heard his
van pull away, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I
find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful
God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
~ Daddy Bear and I resumed our happy snorings together, me
waking once more for the pot :P when PIG mum woke me when she started
a-THUMPING around upstairs slightly after 9am .
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After she’d come to help me slightly with a bra and hit
me with the eye goo, she left me to get myself mostly kitted, which I did so
after giving myself fifteen more minutes.
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When she came back, I was set to shoelace tying
practice. I didn’t really mind, coz I was seated and could fully concentrate;
besides, I know what a kick she gets outta being able to boss me around and
tell me what I’m doing wrong, yadda yadda yadda. *sigh*
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That all done, I let her gleefully FORCE L
me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Afterwards, I sit
over the loo for two tinkles, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and
safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is almost (but never quite *sigh*) of plain
porridge, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and a small
half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also finish my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has
NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude!
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After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to walk out to the 4WD and she tootled me all the way to Orthotic Solutions.
Of course, she gleefully forced me to buckle my seatbelt all day; we also
listened to 97.3FM all day and today, Era helped Ela stretch for thirty minutes
before Ela opened and closed her palm 200x, holding each for a count of five.
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At Orthotic Solutions, Bianca gave my boot a trim, and I’m
super-relieved to report that I don’t experience pain anymore when I’m
transferring in and out from the car! However, I’ve got like another
appointment to go back there next week/the week after, cozi need more heavy
duty straps! Bianca was saying I’d done a number on the ones I already have and
that she was switching to leather for them.
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PIG mum tootled us back home, I used the loo once then
walked myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and
unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Thus I continued online study until Aunty Deana came to
mind me for three hours. She’d bought along some egg waffles to share with PIG
mum and I!
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Lunch was one bowl of cream of chicken soup mixed with
heaps of vegetables (dearest dad’s home-grown beans, I think), one slice of
buttered toast and one mug of yummy chocolate Nesquik. Aunty Deana had her
usual two minute noodles. Over lunch, she told me that she’s going out for
dinner with her family to celebrate her elder boy’s birthday, and then him and
his girlfriend are taking some cruise!
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After lunch, I came back and happily read the book
Erika gave me for like 1.5 hours~ :o) I also munched one bowl of strawberries~
Aunty Deana massaged Ela and played with her mobile.
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Before leaving, Aunty Deana took me once more to the
loo for two tinkles.
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PIG mum returned from visiting Aunty Frances in
hospital and when Darani announced her arrival promptly @ 4pm, I walked myself
slowly and safely to the front door and let her in, again rising above the
cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me
over.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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