Heylo again! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 2658 and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Bound by a Commitment to Love’. Anyways, events for today?
~ Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:50am , and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh
- I thought I had a decent chance of falling back asleep again before PIG mum came into my room @ 7:30am but too bad, not today. No biggie, Daddy Bear and I just cuddled and I counted some numbers.
- After I gave myself fifteen more minutes, I used the pot :P once more then got myself mostly kitted. PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). That done, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was about one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of plain (unbuttered) toasted ripped into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and I also finish my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Wonder why Tina arrived but didn’t get outta her car? Lol, that just meant we didn’t set off until 9:05am , and trust me, I was mightily PISSED that horrid PIG mum wouldn’t lemme get any chips with my kebab for lunch today! >< I mean, dad for some reason already wouldn’t lemme get a Happy Meal after Toastmasters on Tuesday, but I’d planned to get a kebab with chips today instead. ><
- Lol, I gave Tina directions to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown, but I couldn’t remember which entrance to drive into! XD
- But we eventually made it! After one loo trip, I headed to the bookshelves and found a Feist novella from 2012/2013 about Jimmy the Hand! That I happily read for one hour, while Tina went and photocopied cookbooks.
- After one hour, I used the loo once more then we headed into Woolies and we bought some groceries.
- Next stop was taking the escalators up to Coles, where we bought more groceries. One thing I really like about having Tina take me out rather than Kim’s that Tina’s cool with holding hands. That meant I’m certain I walked well today, with Erf passing Elf every step.
- Our last stop’s the pharmacy for body wash/shampoo.
- Then it’s lunch time! First I sit and check my phone; PIG mum has left a message saying that I may buy two buns from Sunni Bakery. Today I choose a custard bun and that yummy potato and bacon bun I had last time.
- Lunch was just a small kebab and water. I was already pissed that PIG mum had forbade me any chips; I was further pissed to discover that she had left me only enough money for a small kebab without extras. *sigh* tina just gets herself a drink, and over lunch we both ignore each other and poke @ our phones. XD
- When it’s home time, Tina’s forgotten where she’s parked! Obviously, I can’t remember either. XD So Tina lets me sit then goes and looks @ the directory and figures out where she parked.
- Back home, I ring dearest dad then head inside for my nice hot shower – I wash and rinse my hair today. I only sing 14% of my shorter second-favourite song softly, slowly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers, because Tina finishes making my bed for me and comes back into the bathroom to kindly hold the water over my back~
- I have one tinkle before Tina flips the nice hot water off, get dried, get creamed and have another tinkle. Tina rekits me, and I have one final tinkle when she’s doing Elf’s AFO.
- I then head over to the loo while she cleans the bathroom. Then I say my thanks and byes, close and lock the door then walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- When PIG mum announces her safe arrival home, I walk myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her back in, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. She’s such a cheat: usually I alternate between asking her to tell me sth only I’d know and asking her to say sth nice about me before I’ll accept it’s her and let her back in, but today she just snapped, “I’m tired. Lemme in.” *sigh*
- Once I’ve opened the door for her, I head back into the gobbling :P table and let her nab half my yummy potato and bacon bun for arvo tea. We each drink one mug of earl grey tea with natural citrus flavour; PIG mum says it’s a Christmas present from Aunty Winnie. Apologies, but I don’t really like it! XD
- Afterwards, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I stay over the loo for the full five tinkles, coz I’ve snuck my mobile into the loo and can play Candy Crush. XD
- That done, I wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Tonight we’re having dinner with Aunty A coz it’s mid-Autumn festival today!
- Toms: PIG mum’s working, meaning some carer’s coming @ 9am to take me to UQ for physio then to see Aunty Ann for a massage. I think it’s Aunty Kitty coming to mind me for one hour around 4pm and then tomorrow night’s epic: it’s the do/die finals clash between the Broncos and the Cowboys! NRL.com has predicted we’ll lose by seven, but Uncle Colbert’s confident we’ll win! Anyways, hopefully bbl tonight, else hope everyone has a smashing end to the week toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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