Heylo again! Em’s new plodding total for Thursday now stands
@ 2755. Anyways, events for today?
~ Too bad, my string of awesome sleeps ended this morning
around 2am but that’s okay; I hope to
start a new streak immediately!
- Nature called again around 6:20am ,
after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am having a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Yay, nature called again shortly before PIG mum came to
hit me with the eye goo and help me slightly with a bra. Even better, she
helped me with a tee coz dearest dad hadn’t been to kiss me bye yet, but
obviously she won’t be helping with that toms!
- After I got myself mostly independently kitted, PIG mum
came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces (only coz she didn’t wanna be
late for work). That done, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the
bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Afterwards, I walk myself slowly and safely
out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and
unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is almost one (but never quite *sigh*) bowl of
plain porridge with one chunk of crusty bread torn into it, one full mug of
water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half mouthful of milk. Over breakfast,
I also continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the
loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred
and not letting Him push me over. Over the loo, I do a stinky unspeakable, also
leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has
NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude!
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Once Kim arrives, she tootles me off to Sunnybank Hills
Shoppingtown. Our first stop’s the library, where I happily read Daughter of
the Empire by Raymond E. Feist and Janny Wurts for thirty minutes.
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After one loo trip, Kim and I take the lift upstairs
and buy groceries from Coles. Still upstairs, I grab two buns from Sunni
Bakery, then back downstairs, we finish the grocery run @ Woolies. Oh, wait!
First we buy my dearest dad a fathers day present from Big W.
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Then I return and continue happily reading the same
book for another thirty minutes~
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Everything done, we hike upstairs and wait for the
Lungs @ good court. When they arrive, Pastor Chris minds our table and all us
ladies head off to buy lunch. Kim and I both have kebabs, Pastor Chris has
sushi and Pastor Grace has food from the place where I used to buy ‘mar lai gol’
(say that in Canto) from back when I was a Woolies checkout chic, before the
cruel and unfaithful God so wantonly destroyed my life with the disabling brain
tumor. >< *sigh*
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After lunch, Kim tootles me home, and I shower @ double
time. Still, I manage to sing 15% of my shorter second-favourite song slowly,
softly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important
numbers.
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I have one tinkle before I flip the nice hot water off,
mostly dry myself (thanks to Kim who helps me dry my back, Era and both legs),
mostly cream myself (again, thanks to Kim who helps me dry my back, Era and
both calves) then mostly rekit myself (thanks to Kim who helps with Erf’s sock,
Elf’s AFO and both laces). After using the loo for one tinkle, I wash and dry
Era, say my thanks and byes to Kim then lock the door before walking myself
slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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When PIG mum announces her safe arrival home, I walk
myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her in, rising above the
cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me
over. Back seated, I let her nab half my arvo tea, some kinda yummy potato and
bacon bun! We both drink one cup of Chinese tea.
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Before returning online, I sneak my mobile into the loo
and play Candy Crush until I’ve run outta lives. XD
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Fingers crossed dad will come back home soon and take
us out to dinner, coz I’m planning to watch the Broncos game tonight!
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Toms: late morning UQ physio with … sorry, I’ve
forgotten her name. XD
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Will doubtless munch half a toasted sandwich while PIG
mum tootles me off to see Aunty Ann for a comfy massage~
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Think it’s Aunty Lucia coming to mind me for one hour
around 4pm ~
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Anyways, I’d better get started on marking competition
entries, so fingers crossed I can bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing end to
their week toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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