Saturday, June 6, 2020

Sunday Post 338b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, like yesterday I'm gonna login today's plodding total @ 1630 coz although I've not plodded my HEP laps with PIG mum yet she's already said dearest dad won't take us out coz he's gonna play badminton this arvo; secondly, TWFT topic's 'Arrested Development (4)' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's already fifteen but fourthly and way most importantly I'm really still owed FORTY-TWO MINUTES online after lunch!! Anyways, events for today?
  • For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 10:25am, I lasted 5:25. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • Woo hoo, 9th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Actually, this morning I was in that stage where you know you're awake but you're not actually awake enough for function? Didn't matter; I was jerked to full wakefulness when PIG mum began her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7:35am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  •  Shortly afterwards, PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with nothing bar the tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes. While getting myself mostly independently kitted,  I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

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