Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, I'm not gonna login any plodding total coz I've not plodded the treadmill for David yet and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Guidelines For Parenting (3)' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm still really owed TEN MINUTES online after lunch!! Anyways, events for today?
- Oh, my idiot bladder ruined my five-day awesome sleep streak! >< XD I'd thought getting through Saturday would assure me of getting another week, and when my idiot bladder first nudged me awake shortly after midnight I managed to persuade her to lemme fall back asleep, but when she nudged me awake again @ 4am, 'twas an ultimatum: use the pot/ I'll wet your pants. >< XD
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 11:25am, I lasted 5:04. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Nature called again around 6:45am, and after another pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:55am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Snoring happily for another hour, I used the pot :P again when dearest dad considerately walked silently along the hallway to unpop the lock leading into the garage, before I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me back into bed and leaves for his hard day's work, I happily snore for one more hour, waking to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum begins her daily A-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's come downstairs to hit me with the eye goo and helped me exceedingly slightly with nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with Elf's AFO straps and both laces, after which I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy
the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make
my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING
to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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