Potentially one final greeting for Thursday! Turns out I'm gonna haveta login Monday's plodding total @ 1695 and not just 750 because awful PIG mum demanded I do physio for her with Tina! *sigh* You'd think with my funding running low and David only coming once a fortnight instead of weekly I'd finally get more time back for myself but no, horrid PIG mum got David to write down extra exercises for me instead! >< Righteo, potential final, final events for Thursday?
- Breakfast was one of the lil cheesy buns PIG mum had spent last night baking, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and another mug of Milo. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- First I read my daily Bible passages and then I tootle online for myself until 12:30pm, when dearest dad comes back home to have lunch with us~
- Presuming we had tasteless leftovers for lunch? Whatever lunch was, 'twas so boring I've already forgotten what I ate! XD
- Lunch finished, I used the loo for one more tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Tina arrived four minutes late today. I'd already headed into the bathroom, ready for my nice hot shower, only horrid PIG mum had left a whole session of physio for Tina to put me through! Fricking hell, with my funding beginning to run out and David only coming fortnightly instead of weekly I thought finally, I'd get some time back for myself but no, PIG mum writes down for Tina to order me to plod twenty minutes on the treadmill, do fifty sit-to-stands and 100 left reaches for Era! *sigh*
- Finally, I took a nice hot shower afterwards - I washed and rinsed my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sang 20% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers. Actually, since Tina kindly stayed and held the showerhead over my back after I called her back to please gimme some facewash, I was actually all done after 12%, but happily leaned fully against the right side rail and watered myself for another tinkle before calling Tina back.
- I had one tinkle before I flipped the nice hot water off, got dried, got creamed and had another tinkle. When Tina rekitted me, I had one more tinkle when she was doing Elf's AFO straps and one last one when I was drying inside both ears with a tissue.
- Back out @ the gobbling :P table, arvo tea was one deliciously juicy pear, several sliced strawberries and one small mug of jasmine green tea. Happiness was getting to read our book club novel for one hour and then have twenty minutes to play Farm Heroes! Actually, I just got two hours of unlimited lives; pity I had to put the mobile away after thirty minutes. XD
- Before Tina left @ 5pm, I used the loo once more for two tinkles. She's back Thursday and taking me to our GCCW informal gathering!
- Might watch Nine's 6pm news tonight; depends on when the parents get home from walkies.
- Toms: PIG mum'll help me up; don't I have a NAB appointment @ 11am? Hannah's taking me~
- She see me home, showered and fed with lunch before leaving around 2:30/3:30pm.
- Think I'm seeing Ray for some acupuncture toms arvo; bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ him.
- That means nobody's coming for the 4-6pm shift, meaning I'll most prolly haveta let horrid PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to feed me some fruit for arvo tea. No biggie, coz I'm seated and can fully concentrate.
- Wonder can I watch Nine's 6pm news, quickly wolf down dinner, and get to church for small group praise and prayer night? Will ask dad~
- Righteo, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Goodbyes And Hellos'.
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