Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1459 steps; secondly, TWFT topic's 'Guidlines For Parenting (2)' and thirdly, the spam count for the week's just four but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed ELEVEN MINUTES online afterwards!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until PIG mum awoke me when she began her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs; after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- One hour later, I wake again for the pot when PIG mum STOMPS upstairs. After the second pot :P trip, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- When Kim arrives about five minutes early, PIG mum lets her in. She knocks, opens the door, sticks her head in, and then says, "Em ... fifteen more minutes." Not quite good morning, but since she didn't just say get up, I imperiously waved Era @ her to shoo. XD Originally she came back like thirty seconds too early and I was thinking about giving her the thumbs down, but thankfully she went and emptied the pot :P first. XD
- When she comes back and says wake up, I bid her good morning and we get me kitted for today. I head over to brush teeth, before sitting over the loo for two tinkles, washing and drying Era and then coming out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast.
- Breakfast is one avocado with salt toastie, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and another smaller mug of Milo. Kim found an awesome new book for me; it's a historical fiction about the Roman Empire! I happily read that for one hour before going to the loo and doing a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- At 3:29pm, I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:49. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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