Good afternoon! Firstly, I'm gonna login today's plodding total @ only 750 (not going anywhere today, just staying @ home) and secondly, TWFT topic's "Don't 'Suffer Fools Gladly'". Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature did call fractionally before midnight, but since I used the pot :P really quickly and was back under the covers before midnight arrived, I'm counting that an awesome night's sleep. XD
- At 3:29pm I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:07. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Now @ 3:40pm I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:40. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I've actually played one more memorable game lasting 7:58!
- Nature called again around 7:45am, when dearest dad came and kissed me bye before doing sth. After one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:55am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Then I had a massive snore for almost two hours, coz I didn't wake again until PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo @ like 9:45am! After another pot :P trip, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- The new carer Belinda arrived five/ten minutes early; dad let her inside and she knocked on the door quite sharply before they entered my room. Dad called out good morning; I just waved Griddy @ him and dad said "Fifteen more minutes?" I gave him the thumbs up; they left and I counted down my fifteen more minutes before announcing loudly that I was hungry and swinging myself over to the pot :P once more.
- Belinda's from Staffing Options and she's turning thirty-nine next Monday! She's got two boys; one's eighteen and the other's one year younger. Saying I could wear pyjamas all day, she got my footwear on and then I headed over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Thanks to Belinda who squirted me some toothpaste; Ela enjoyed another break~ Then sat over the loo, doing a stinky unspeakable and also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Ooh, less than thirty minutes left, so just briefly:
- Thanks to dearest dad who cooked corned beef omelette and Belinda who tried to cook the bread yummy. Also enjoyed my first big mug of white tea with two sugars./
- Read for ninety-five minutes first up, reaching pg. twenty-five @ 11:29 and reaching pg. thirty-three @ 11:34am.
- Used loo for one tinkle @ midday, drank my second big mug of white tea with two sugars and rang Aunty Lai, chatting with her for 8:45. Belinda couldn't find the Tim Tams; instead, she fed me four lemon crisps and taught me to lick the cream first! Delicious~
- Showered @ 12:30 - hairwash today. Also thanks to Belinda who rinsed out my hair for me, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
- Dried, creamed and rekitted, Belinda tossed through the fried rice dad had cooked this morning for my lunch with soya sauce and made me one last mug of white tea with two sugars. I read for another forty-five minutes, reaching pg. 50 @ 1:14pm.
- The parents came back and PIG mum signed Belinda off; they'd gone bushwalking! Now they've headed out for walkies; after I publish this post I'll visit the loo once more and then read for another fifteen minutes because it's only Saturdays I can spend a blessed three hours reading~
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Did Davina find someone to come help me up, now that Kim's not available anymore? Hope so!
- Would love lunch out with other ESS people but shouldn't get my hopes up... *sigh*
- Righteo, hopefully bbl else hoping to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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