Good afternoon and probably one final greeting for today! Em's probable final, final plodding total for Tuesday now stands @ 4020; ha, I'm just over four grand. XD Righteo, probable final, final events for today?
- Woo hoo, 8th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:50am, and after one pot :P trip I fell straight back asleep coz I knew dearest dad would leave for work around one hour later, considering how Winter's over and the days are lengthening again!
- One hour later, I awoke to the sound of dearest dad considerately walking silently along the hallway to unpop the lock leading into the garage; after another pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 8am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- After dearest dad retucks me back into bed and leaves for his hard day's work, I happily snore for about another hour. PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING upstairs awakens me; I was having a dream! In my 55th dream for 2020, I was just about to embark on some journey! Pity PIG mum awoke me; now I'll never know what the journey was! XD
- PIG mum actually comes into hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with nothing but the bar strap while I'm over the commode; after giving myself fifteen more minutes I get myself mostly independently kitted, before calling her back please to help me with Elf's AFO straps and both laces.
- After letting PIG mum gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela), I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Won't get time to play one more game of Bejeweled lasting between five and six minutes coz the news starts in like three minutes! That's alright; will still willingly hit the sack tonight coz I've actually played one memorable game of Bejeweled lasting 7:42!
- Just noting down that Hannah took me out to UQ for physio and this time I plodded a circuit of the entire Great Court!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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