Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2218 steps and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Your Dream House (3)' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed TWENTY-TWO MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 4:35, I lasted 6:36. Now, lemme play one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Now @ 4:58pm I've played one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:58. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until PIG mum awoke me with her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs; after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Shortly afterwards, PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's not left for work yet) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myelf slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table,
rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is the last of the lil custard buns PIG mum recently baked, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and another mug of Milo. Pity PIG mum was mean and wouldn't turn Sunrise on for my viewing pleasure, but hey. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a little stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
That done, I climb into Hannah's tank and she tootles me off to the NAB for my big two hour session! Turns out she hurt her back helping transfer a client from her wheelchair to the toilet, oww~
Sweet we're only eight minutes late today.
After one loo trip, physio with Matthew was: 100 single leg pushups on Tower Of Power for Elf, forty sit-to-stands, weightbearing for Elf, sitting with minimal thigh supportsitting and standing reaching and cone work for Era
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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