Good afternoon again and potentially one final greeting for
tonight! Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Tuesday now stands @
1953; oh, don’t worry, I’m fairly sure I’ll have cracked two grand before the
night’s out. XD Righteo, potential final, final events for tonight?
Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature
didn’t call until 5:10am (have I said
yet? One of my favourite thing’s about Summer’s how early the Sun rises; durng
Winter it’sa not light till 6am !) and
after one pot :P trip, I spend the ten minutes till 5:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Nature usually calls every hour after that first morning wakeup call, but happiness was sleeping all the way until 7:45am before needing to use the pot :P again; I didn’t wake until dearest dad came and kissed me goodbye before leaving for his hard day’s work!
- The teddies and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P about one hour later, shortly before PIG mum begins a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to help me exceedingly slightly with a bra strap and hitting me with the eye goo before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first. first. I also excitedly tell her about my newest dream: Uncle Colbert amnd I are not just boarding a bus together, but a COACH, one with all those luxury padded seats and everything!
- PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Can’t remember did I have plain porridge/Weet-Bix for
breakfast. XD But I’m sure I got my own spoon, popped all my usual drugs :P and
drank one full mug of water. I also spend ten
minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I
find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful
God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Fingers crossed I can bbl after dinner, coz I’m still owed EIGHTEEN MINUTES online!!1
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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