Sunday Post 280b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 290 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Stop Procrastinating And Do It!’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s only six but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY MINUTES online after I get back home from church this arvo!1 anyways, events for today?

• At 9:23am, for my first game of Bejeweled, I lasted 6:49. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• For the first time this Summer, PIG mum lemme turn the air con last night! Well, last night ‘twas stinking hot; after I crawled into bed both my back and neck were sticky with sweat! Because PIG mum kindly turned the air con on for me, I had my 3^rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! I thought nature called @ 6:20am, and after one pot :p trip I immediately tried to fall back asleep coz doesn’t PIG mum come help me up @ 7:30? Well, I wanted to use the pot :P once more before that! Instead, while I was counting somewhere in the 200s, she starts a-THUMPING around upstairs and then lets herself into my room. When I sleepily ask what’s she’s doing that early inside my room, PIG mum laughs and says it’s already 7:30am! XD

So after I gave myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly independently kitted, also using ten beginnings and beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• Now @ 9:56am, I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:54. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I promse to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I’ve also played one more noteworthy one lasting 7:29!

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast is two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix with milk, one full mug of water (which I pour down the sink coz PIG mum’s upstairs changing XD) and all my usual drugs.. :P Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• At 9:45am, I walk myself once slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Waiting for dad to come back and drive me to church for ESS now.
• Would love to have lunch out with my peers, but braced for a cheap lunch @ Maccas with the parents. *sigh*
• Also braced for a stressful arvo @ the hands of PIG mum. *another sigh*
• But dad had better help me decorate the Christmas tree and take us out for dinner tonight!
• Toms: fingers crossed I’ll get to watch the morning news!
• Expecting a tasteless lunch of leftovers @ home.
• Tina’s coming with to hydro; I can only pray it’s the last for the year
• She’ll see me home and showered before leaving @ 4pm; fingers crossed I’ll get to read for one hour after she leaves!
• Righteo, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!

Cheers,

Em. ^^