Wednesday Post 266b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 435 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house yet, but I’m so glad to FINALLY have a plodding total to login once more! :D) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Are You At The Breaking Point?’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FORTY-FOUR MINUTES online after Claire comes to gimme physio !!! Anyways, let’s start off with last night’s events first!

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 11:07, I lasted 5:48. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• When dad summoned me over for dinner, I used the loo once then walked myself slowly and safely over to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Dinner: rice, lotsa yummy cauliflower and like two chunks of tasty chicken. Dad was annoying, insisting I eat 'his' way, i.e. one mouthful of meat, one mouthful of vegetables, one mouthful of meat, repeat but I manage to eat 'my' way too by shoving a huge mouthful of cauliflower into my mouth, followed by a tiny nibble of chicken then rice, meaning I still got to eat my preferred 'save the best for last' way. XD
• Dinner was washed down with one cup of water before I used the loo for one more tinkle then got into the car. Dr. tootled me off to Dr. Lee's for small group, following me up the stairs and seeing me safely ensconced into the comfy armchair before leaving.
• only about five people attended last night; we did a Bible study from Mark chapter twelve. Sarah brought along one lil box of Ferrero Rocher for everyone to share and I was throwing waves of jealousy @ her, but then she brought out a packet of Tim Tams and I instantly forgave her. XD
• Thanks to Sarah who dropped me back off home afterwards and thanks to PIG mum who lemme quickly do each Lumosity brain game once before gleefully booting me off to hit the sack. Zzz~
• Today: yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until like 6:35am and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:45am beginning
  a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• The teddies and I cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking to use the pot :P once more when he comes to kiss me goodbye and retuck the teddies and I back into bed before leaving for his hard day's work.
• More cuddling and snoring for the teddies and I, me waking to use the pot :P once more shortly before PIG mum begins her A-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
• PIG mum comes to help with Elf's AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• After getting myself a spoon, the slice of toast from the toaster and pouring myself a small half cup of water (totally ignoring the huge cup PIG mum left out for me XD), breakfast is porridge with one piece ofd dry (unbuttered) toast torn into it, the half cup of water, all my usual drugs :P and the small half mouthful of milk. Over breakfast,
  I also spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^ 

Cheers,

Em. ^^
P.S. Nine's news is being read out by Davina Smith and sport by Sam Squires. All the interesting surnames I saw: Burrows (heard), Sims (heard), Kearsley, Simms, Paine, Oates Dawson and Mullen. Max twenty-eight today. 1US$ = 73.09c AUD