Monday Post 278d

Potentially one final greeting for Monday! Alas that my new Wally didn’t arrive today, meaning I don’t have a plodding total to login, but I can say that for blasted hydro this arvo I was hard @ work plodding 930 steps! Anyways, events for today?

• Nature called @ 12:40am last night; I also used the pot :P once more around 6:35am before spending the ten minutes till 6:45am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• The teddies and I cuddled and snored for one more hour, me waking once more to use the pot :P when dearest dad came to kiss me bye and retuck the teddies and I into bed before leaving for his hard day’s work.
• At 4:59pm, I’ve played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:54. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Now @ 5:09pm, I’ve finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 6:53. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• After dearest dad left, I’d almost fallen back asleep when PIG mum suddenly starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. When she lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo, I grouse @ her and ask, “Why are you here so early? It’s only 8:40am!” PIG mum laughs before replying, ‘Have you forgotten that Alyssa’s coming this morning to give Ela OT? Get up!’ Lol, guess what? I HAD forgotten! XD
• After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I get myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela, but she was lucky and already had one break last night, so oh well).
• Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle, coming out when I realize I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
• Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast tossed into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fullyagainst the side rail and

I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• That done, I sit back @ the gobbling :P table and happily read until Alyssa arrives an gives Ela an OT session for one hour. Thankfully, I could just stay seated today~
• After walking her out, I use the loo for one tinkle then walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• After watching Nine’s morning news, I pop online briefly before PIG mum summons me over for lunch: tasteless bland leftovers and one mug of Chinese oolong tea.
• Lunch finished, I walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. But I return to the gobbling :P table to squee @ cousin Katie’s newborn!
• The arvo brings about blasted hydro. I finished NAB physio last week, I should finish with Vincent this Wednesday but I still have THREE more weeks to endure of hydro. *sigh*
• Back home, I have a nice warm shower – I wash and rinse my own hair today. Like yesterday, I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 21% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
• I have one tinkle before I flip the nice warm water off, get dried, get creamed and have another tinkle. When Tina rekits me, I have one more tinkle when she’s doing Elf’s AFO straps and one last when I’m drying inside both ears with a tissue.
• Back outside, arvo tea’s one yummy lil slice of Aunty A’s birthday cake plus the small Snoopy cup of milk (meaning today, my total milk intake will be 2.5 small cupfuls *sigh*). Tina cleans the bathroom then sits and very gently massages Ela for only five minutes before PIG mum sends her packing.
• I happily read the book I bought last week with Kim for one hour. At first, PIG mum’s hovering, continually nagging about my posture and denying me the chance to enjoy reading my book in peace but thankfully she eventually buggers off.
• After reading happily for one hour, before returning online I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle and back, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Toms: will hopefully get the chance to watch Nine’s morning news again, coz the NAB’s closed for the year, hurrah!
• Fingers crossed PIG mum’ll take me to Ho Lin Wah for half a lunch but not to worry; even if she refuses, I’ve still got my shopping trip with Kim this Thursday to get a HK-style cold milk tea from!
• Looking forward to seeing Aunty Ann for a comfy massage; bet PIG mum’s looking forward to yapping unceasingly @ her. XD
• Carol’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm.
• Then toms night I’m off to Dr. Lee’s for small group Bible study!
• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^
P.S. Was watching Seven's 6pm news @ the gobbling :P table when inconsiderate dad comes back inside and flips the channel over to SBS! I screech in protest, and he glares, "Then how am I supposed to cook dinner?' Whatever; I just walk back to the computer; thankful that i can watch Nine's 6pm news from 9now. *sigh*
P.P.S. 1 AUD = 73.84 USc
P.P.P.S. Now @ 7:14pm I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 7:30. Right, promise I'll not play again until toms. XD