Monday Post 306b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, I'm not gonna login any plodding total yet coz I've not plodded the treadmill yet coz David's not coming until 2pm and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Live A Life Of Integrity' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm still owed FIFTY-FOUR MINUTES online after lunch today!! Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 12:13, I lasted 6:43. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Now @ 12:25pm I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:02. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:55am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7:05am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Shirley and I cuddle and snore, me waking again one hour later for another pot :P trip, before I spent another ten minutes 
  continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*