Tuesday, July 21, 2020

Tuesday Post 305c

Good afternoon and probably one final greeting for today! Em's probable final, final plodding total for Monday now stands @ 2229. Aww, how come I couldn't have walked seven steps fewer; 2222 would've sounded cooler! XD Righteo, probable final, final events for today?

  • At 4:23pm I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:28. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • Then @ 4:36pm I've played one more game of Bejeweled lasting 6:16. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms because for my first game I already lasted 7:58!
  • Sleep didn't fully return; when dad next silently walked along the hallway and unpopped the latch leading into the garage I used the pot :P once more before spending the ten minutes till 8:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • After dearest dad kissed me bye, retucked Shirley and me back into his bed, we cuddled and snored, me waking to use the pot :P again when noisy PIG mum began her usual a-THUMPING around upstairs. Actually, I had another dream! In my 42nd dream for the year, PIG mum and I are holding hands and walking to disembark the plane!
  • PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. She comes back to help with only Elf's AFO straps and both laces, after which I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

  • After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful Gods near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.  
  • Less than fifteen minutes left, so just suerbriefly:
  • Did a stinky unspeakable after breakfast.
  • Got myself a spoon and had rice leftovers for lunch; also poured myself one mug of Chinese tea.
  • Hannah drove me out to the NAB. My new student's called Mitchell, he's twenty-seven coz he's a GEM who did pharmacy first.
  • Physio today: sixteen laps hallway walking, descending and ascending stairs (ten steps) ten times.
  • Came home, turned alarm off and showered.
  • Had a small mouthful of gooey passionfruit and one mug of jasmine green tea for arvo tea.
  • 6:45pm tonight: having small group social @ church! Plan was to bring dinner to share and then play boardgames; I asked could someone please buy me takeaway coz I didn't feel like bringing a flask of leftovers; awesome Enoch will buy me a kebab, chips and a chocolate milk tea with pearl! Fingers crossed we can have supper @ Maccas afterwards~
  • Toms: cripes, a super-early start for me; Hannah's coming @ 8:15am and driving me to the NAB for a two hour physio session! Hopefully I'll get a break @ the hour mark~
  • She'll see me showered before leaving ... wonder will Pao/anyone join me for choir rehearsal @ 5:30?
  • Fingers crossed I can watch Nine's 6pm news - the 93RD time I'll have watched it!
  • Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^
    P.S. Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'A Royal Role'.
    P.P.S. Joni's devotional topic's 'The Comet'.

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