Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online. XD Firstly, I'll login my plodding total for Sunday @ only 750 (800 should silly dad lock himself outta the house again XD); secondly, TWFT topic's 'A Word To The Thin-Skinned'; thirdly, the spam count for the week's actually fifty-six and fourthly, the spam count for the weekend's already twelve (usually it's under ten) but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed TWENTY-SEVEN MINUTES online after I watch ESS @ 10:55!! Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 9:55am, I lasted 5:56. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip I fell right back asleep coz usually doesn't PIG mum start her daily a-THUMPING around @ 6:20am?
- Instead, I had a dream, one that didn't end until PIG mum let herself into my room! For my 40th dream this year, PIG mum and I are holding hands and boarding a QR train together!
- PIG mum hit me with the eye goo, dumped all my clothes in the bed and left me to get myself mostly independently kitted. She did offer to take me out grocery shopping but I declined coz dearest dad's out playing baddy and I didn't really feel like turning the alarm on. I complied after giving myself fifteen more minutes first, also spending ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back to help with only Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's
exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He
has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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