- Woo hoo, 12TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:20am and after one pot :P trip I fell back asleep right away coz I knew dearest dad would leave for work @ 8:20am!
- Fifty minutes later, dearest dad considerably walked silently along the hallway and unpopped the lock leading into the garage; that was my wakeup call to use the pot :P again after which I spent the ten minutes until 8:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- When dearest dad retucks Shirley and me in bed and kisses me bye before leaving for his hard day's work, I ask him did he remember to turn the heater on last night? 'Twas only like seven/eight degrees! When dad replied he'd not had the heater on, I was like then you'd have caught cold last night! Dad laughs, pats the many layers he's wearing and reassures me that he slept last night under lotsa blankets~
- Shirley and I cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking again for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so,
I spent
another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel,
asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly
important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no
bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of
having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good
day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ...
*sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He
lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all
only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life
that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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- That done, PIG mum came back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two more tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Now I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 6:10. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD But just super-briefly, coz I've got less than thirty minutes left:
- Had the pie pastry sandwich thing for lunch with PIG mum; also poured myself one mug of green tea.
- Hannah drove me to the NAB for my final session with Felix. Physio today: two 10m walk tests, several square grid tests and discussion about extra lessons. I apologised to both Sonia and Monique that I was that dumb I needed remedial lessons but both stressed to me that they weren't remedial, just intensive. Apparently one goes for two hours and not one?
- After one more loo trip, Hannah tootled me home.
- After turning the alarm off and getting myself a spoon for dinner tonight, I took a nice hot shower - hairwash today. Also thanks to Hannah who helped me rinse out my hair, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
- I had one tinkle before Hannah flipped the nice hot water off, got dried, got creamed and had another tinkle. When Hannah remitted me, I had one more tinkle when she was doing Erf's laces and one last when she was giving Wally back to Ela.
- Back outside, arvo tea was one juicy orange (Hannah said the pear was too hard?) and one mug of Chinese tea.
- I used the loo once more for two tinkles before Hannah left. Actually, since she still had three minutes remaining I asked her could she please blow dry my her for me? PIG mum loudly says she'll do it, herds Hannah out before 4pm and then hands me the hairdryer and demands I do the hair myself! Next time Hannah comes, I'm SO telling her PIG mum did NOT help me dry my hair like she said she would!
- Nature called again @ 5:35pm and I used the loo for one tinkle, meaning I'll not go again now before watching Nine's 6pm news - the 89TH time this year!
- Off to church tonight for small group Bible study; fingers crossed we'll have supp[er @ Maccas afterwards!
- Toms: torture session with Vincent the bloody physio. >< But I take heart coz I'll not haveta see him for the next five weeks @ least, hurrah!
- Seeing Ray for acupuncture and massage afterwards.
- Pao's minding me from like 3:30pm till 6pm and then I'll join choir rehearsal for twenty-five minutes before hopefully watching Nine's news again!
- Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing day toms~
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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