Good afternoon! Firstly, Em's been hard @ work plodding slightly more than 2723 steps today (D2 proudly reports that 2501 steps also equals sixty-three kcal or 1.08km XD); secondly, TWFT topic's 'Be Single Minded (1) and thirdly, the spam count for the week's five but fourthly and way most importantly, I'll definitely be owed some time online after dinner because I didn't get on till 5:40pm!!! Anyways, let's start with last night's events first!
-When Aunty A announced her arrival around 6:45pm, PIG mum let her inside coz she was just doing some housework around the lounge room, phew.
-Before I joined them for dinner, I took myself slowly and safely once to the loo and back, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
-Dinner last night: the yummy rice and lol, I've forgotten! Lotsa vegies and some fish, from memory.
-Dinner was spooned down with one bowl of soup then I just sat and read my book club novel for the rest of the night. Aunty A and the parents went to watch Up.
-The moment Aunty A left, PIG mum immediately booted me off to bed. Repeat the usual nightly events, then zzz~
-Today: I used the pot :P once last night and once around 6:05am. Then I spent the ten minutes till 6:15am having a mostly silent chat to percy the saint/angel, asking him please to
help
me with the patience, perseverance strength and endurance I needed to
get through today with, giving all the pleasure, all the satisfaction to
PIG mum and just suffering for her whenever she decided only she could
be happy and/or satisfied. Actually, before I even did that, the very
first thing was tell the cruel and unfaithful God that I can do ALL
things WITHOUT Him who only seeks to hurt, harm and hinder me, and also
that while He can break my body (like He's already done; I'm physically
disabled beyond words ><) and He can bend my mind (like He's also
done; my parents always jeer @ me that I don't think properly anymore
><) but my SOUL was NOT FOR HIM to possess. Afterwards, Daddy bear and I cuddled and snored, me waking once more to use the pot :P around 7:15am before PIG mum came inside and poked me with "fifteen more minutes."
-When she came back, I used the pot :P once more for three tinkles and PIG mum got me kitted. Then she gleefully FORCED :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela), before she gleefully FORCED :( me to walk out to the gobbling :P table.
-Breakfast was two yummy Weetbix with the smallest amount of honey ever, plus one full mug of water, which PIG mum demanded I drain half for her. Anyhow, it was my one mug for today to hold 'incorrectly', and whilst both parents were upstairs changing, I also continued my mostly silent chat to Percy the angel/saint, asking him please to help me get through today okay.
-Afterwards, PIG mum gleefully FORCED :( me to walk out to the 4WD and dearest dad tootled us off to church. Of course, horrid PIG mum gleefully forced poor Em to buckle her own seatbelt all day, but I just closed both eyes while dad was driving and finished my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel.
-At church, PIG mum took me once to the loo then left me with Aunty Katherine and rocked back upstairs to join dearest dad @ the Canto service.
-We didn't watch anything today! Instead, Aunty Katherine told me about this Chinese girl who was blind but had a very loving nanny to look after her, and she managed to get educated and everything! I wonder how you can get Chinese braille?
-Afterwards, PIG mum took me once to the loo, I grabbed some morning tea (two quarter-triangle sandwiches and two crackers) then sat down. Some awesome aunty (her daughter's only young) randomly snuck me another cracker, but PIG mum saw and immediately grabbed said aunty's arm, banning her from ever doing so again. :o(
-When morning tea was over, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE :( me to walk upstairs to the English service, before she rocked off for her very informal fellowship (they just have drinks and gossip) with the other church aunties.
-Phew, I got to stay seated for worship again today. :o) I sang everything, plus the harmony for two songs, but meant absolutely nothing.
-Speaker today was Steve Nation. He's incredibly tall!
-Afterwards, PIG mum took me once to the loo, then the parents tootled me off to Little Nonya Singapore with the other SHINE people.
-Heidi was there! She said to PIG mum, "Gosh, you look tired." I just rolled my eyes and explained, "Heidi, my mum's ALWAYS tired. From the moment she wakes up in the morning, she's exhausted. I'm pretty sure she's got undiagnosed chronic fatigue syndrome."
-Anyways, eight people shared lunch together today. Thanks to Heidi who got me food; I had some rice, some ho fan, some fried noodle and some soup vermicelli.
-Afterwards, Vicky was walking behind me back out to Karen's car, when Karen said, "Hey, the car's really far away. Lemme go get it; you guys wait here." Thankfully, I leant against the bike rack and waited with Little Chow and Yuk Yan.
-Back @ church, I went once to the loo then went inside the fellowship room.
-Dr. Dr. Tai led worship; I managed to recognise ten consecutive Canto words!
-When we split into prayer groups, I was with Little Chow and ... Gina's twin, methinks. We didn't really have time to pray for each other, coz idiot me got slightly teary about the situation the cruel and unfaithful God's abandoned me into, so Vicky prayed for all of us.
-Today, we did the final chapter of John! Yup, after two years, we've finally finished it! Wonder what we'll do next year? Actually, Thomas mentioned something about SHINE splitting into couples and singles; guess we'll just wait and see!
-Afterwards, someone (I thought Ivy?) helped me once to the bathroom where again, I managewd fine by myself.
-PIG mum collected me soon afterwards, and demanded I shower afterwards. Obviously, I washed and rinsed my own hair today, dried and rekitted myself. PIG mum helped only with Elf's AFO.
-Back outside, I popped online. Presume dinner'll get called soon.
-Toms: 10am physio @ UQ with ... Eric? Think that's his name ... XD
-Fingers crossed I can get some lunch @ Dong Fong/Sunnybank Oriental afterwards!
-Actually, wasn't Jane taking me to some job interview thing? Fingers crossed I can finally get a paid job!!!
-Righteo, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. I'm still owed THIRTY MINUTES online!!!
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