Heylo again!
Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Monday now stands @ 1658 but secondly and
way most importantly, I’m still owed FORTY-NINE MINUTES online after Tina minds
me for two hours! Righteo, continuing today’s events?
Success;
nature awoke me when dearest dad walked silently up the hallway and unpopped
the lock leading into the garage; after another pot :P trip 9my monthlies
arrived, BTW) I spent the ten minutes till 8am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Now @ 3:366pm I’ve finished one
more game of Bejeweled lasting 5;33. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I
promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise
not to play again until toms, coz for my first game I already lasted
- When dearest dad comes to kiss me bye and retuck the teddies and I back into bed before leaving for his hard day’s work, I excitedly tell him about the newest dream I had this morning: dad and I are holding hands and walking along some jetty; we’re going fishing together!
- After dad’s left, the teddies and I cuddle but don’t fall back as PIG mum’s downstairs and into my room very shortly after dad’s gone because this morning I’m off to the fortnightly exercise group with the old folks!
- She hits me with the eye goo, helps me exceedingly slightly then leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with once after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is
some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast thrown into it, one full
mug of water (which I’ll confess to tipping once PIG mum’s headed upstairs to
change XD), all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast,
a also spend ten minutes continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay, and to not let the cruel and unfaithful God ruin
another day for me.
Breakfast finished,
I walk myself slowly and safely to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel
and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy
the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make
my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING
to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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