Heylo again,
good evening and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Em’s potential
final, final plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 1484. Oh, I’m certain I’ll
have cracked 1500 before the night’s out. XD Righteo, events for today?
- Oh, Joni’s devotional topic’s ‘Reasons!’
Woo hoo, 14TH
consecutive awesome sleep last night; that’s the 16TH time this year
I’ve enjoyed one whole week of consecutive awesome sleeps! :D Nature didn’t
call until 6:40am , and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten
minutes till 6:50am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I
need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the
satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can
be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me
through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy
and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my
teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- The teddies and I cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking to use the pot :P once more about one hour later when dearest dad comes and kisses me bye before leaving for his hard day’s work.
- Another hour’s cuddling and snoring for the teddies and I, me waking again for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins her a-THUMPING around upstairs. Shortly after, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with a bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with once after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is
about (but not quite) one bowl of porridge, one full mug of water (which I toss
down the sink once PIG mum’s gone upstairs XD), all my usual drugs :P and one
small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy
the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make
my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING
to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- While I write my GCCW homework, Aunty Deana comes to mind me for three hours and Aunty Ann comes to take PIG mum out grocery shopping.
- At
- After lunch, I happily continued watching the GF of Australian Ninja Warrior! Thanks to Aunty Deana who lemme stay where I was already seated to watch it, and didn’t insist I move to the couch like PIG mum would’ve done.
- When PIG mum and Aunty Ann return, I use the loo for one more tinkle, say my thanks and byes to Aunty Deana and climb into the 4WD.
- PIG mum tootles me off to the NAB for physio. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, we listen to 97.3FM all day, and today, Era helps Ela stretch for thirty minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm 200 times, holding each for a count of five. Era also rubs Ela’s fingers for ten minutes.
- Physio today: stabilising and lifting cup, lotsa wrist extensions, raising and holding Ela in place. Today I farewelled another rotation of students; I’ll never see them again and have already forgotten their names coz neither use Facebook! XD
- After one more loo trips, PIG mum tootles us home, I turn off the alarm then walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- When Kim announces her arrival two minutes early, I walk myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her in, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- So a nice hot shower for me – I wash and rinse my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 24% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
- I have one tinkle before I flip the nice hot water off, mostly dry myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps me dry my back, Era and both calves), mostly cream myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helps me cream my back, both calves and Era) then mostly rekit myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps me with Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and both laces). Then I use the loo for one tinkle, dry inside both ears, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely back out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Arvo tea’s some yummy strawberries; thanks also to Kim for one mug of white tea with two sugars. My biggest joy, however, was getting to read for one hour but still get to watch the sports report! As for Kim, she cleaned the bathroom then sat and very gently and very sporadically massaged Ela for fifty-five minutes while watching YouTube videos.
- At 5:55pm, I walk myself slowly and safely once more to the loo for two tinkles and back, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Tonight’s ice cream night, yay! Like I always say, a very little’s better than none @ all!
- Then toms I’m attending GCCW! Wonder does the bathroom still have the ‘new toilet’ smell? XD
- Annie’s picking me up
afterwards, having lunch with me then taking me home and supervising my
shower before she leaves @
- But tom I’m not gonna ask dad to take us out for dinner tonight, because I wanna watch JT’s final home game before he retires!
- Righteo, hopefully bbl after dinner, else hope everyone’s having a smashing week!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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