Good afternoon!
Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2165 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s
‘Learning From The Rich Young Ruler (2)’ and thirdly, the spam count for the
weekend’s only six. Anyways, events for today?
Woo hoo, 11TH
consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like yesterday, nature didn’t call until 7:05am , and just like yesterday, after one
pot :P trip I spend the ten minutes till 7:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- At
- About five minutes later, PIG mum began a-THUMPING around upstairs. By 7;30, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly not only with a bra strap but a tee (because dearest dad hasn’t left for church yet) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
PIG mum
comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE
L me to walk over to the bathroom and
brush teeth (poor Ela but oh well, she already got an extra break last night
coz PIG mum had already hit the sack). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for
two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I
find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful
God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Now @
Breakfast is
some instant porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast torn into it,
one large full mug of water (which I tip down the sink when PIG mum’s upstairs
changing XD), all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast,
I spend ten minutes minutes
finishing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having
a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude!
- After PIG mum’s come downstairs, I take my bowl over to the sink then walk myself slowly and safely out to the 4WD, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- PIG mum tootles us off to church. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day and neither does she lemme turn the radio on (because she’s ‘too busy preparing her heart to worship God, whatever that really means), but since I’ve already finished my chat to Percy the saint/angel, I just spend this short car trip telling the cruel and unfaithful God how much I LOATH Him.
- At church, I use the loo for one tinkle then enter class. Unsurprisingly, I’m the first one here; even the teacher hasn’t arrived yet! Not that PIG mum cares; once I’ve reached the seat with Era, she bolts upstairs for service.
- It’s another small class today, max. seven students. Pastor Chris teaches the topic presenting a gospel sth part two.
- The lesson’s cut short with the fire drill! Thanks to Ray Tang who walks behind me all the way up to where everyone’s congregated. I’m rather pooped to find that all the seats have been occupied. I ask Aunty Mel can she please grab one more for me, but she’s like, “Nah. Just stand for awhile.” Fortunately, she doesn’t mind when I brace my back against someone’s car.
- After the fire drill, I head back downstairs with PIG mum, use the loo for one tinkle, grab some morning tea then sit down. I’m particularly alarmed to find Leanne’s granny in a wheelchair; what happened?? Granny Wan also comes over and sits beside me for a chat.
- Time for ESS, I haul myself upstairs and grab my usual spot. Again, the moment I’ve reached the seat, PIG mum bolts off for her very informal ‘fellowship’ with the other aunties who can’t be bothered attending Bible study like my dearest dad does. Dunno why she calls it fellowship when it’s really nothing more than a gossip and coffee session, but hey.
- Yay, I get to stay seated for worship again~ I sing everything I know, plus the harmony for three songs, but like every other week, mean absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- We only get a very short sermon from Pastor Chris today about prayer; instead, three people share about their prayer life! James Hung, Granny Wan and Aunty Shuk Lai jie jie! Fiona translates for both ladies~
- The fire alarm sounds again;
this time, thanks to Alex kwan who walks behind me to the tents. Phew,
this time, I grab a seat~ While we’re waiting for the all clear, Alex
tells me he’s taking his annual leave this week and traveling to like
- Service ends by the time we’re back inside. PIG mum doesn’t come pick me up for ages; indeed, Bernard comes and asks me to move seats coz they’re packing up!
- Oh, today I’ve very proudly showed off Fido/Uber to everyone. XD
- By the time PIG mum comes back for me, everything’s packed and the doors are locked! Instead, I visit the loo once when we arrive @ the Springwood Maccas for lunch with dad.
- Another five dollar cheap meal for me; mostly I’m just pooped that there weren’t any newspapers available! ><
- Before heading home, PIG mum and I buy groceries from the Woolies @ Underwood Marketplace.
- Back home, I turn off the alarm, use the loo for one more tinkle then walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Dad had better take us out for dinner tonight!
- Toms: it’s the fortnightly exercise class with the old folks again.
- Coming home for a quick lunch then off to see Vincent the physio for my weekly torture session.
- Then seeing Aunty Ann for a comfy massage toms coz she’s not free Tuesday!
- Tina’s coming to mind me from
- Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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