Monday Post 263b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 386 steps (coz obviously, I’ve not left the house yet) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘God Is Directing Your Steps’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FORTY-THREE MINUTES online after I get ome this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 10:23, I lasted 6:33. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

Yay, 5^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:40am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend the ten minutes until 6:50am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• The teddies and I cuddle and snore, nature calling again about one hour later. Funnily enough, dad doesn’t leave for work until like 8:50am; by that time, I’ve well and truly fallen back asleep again already!
• Another hour’s of cuddling and happy snoring for the teddies and I; PIG mum beginning her a-THUMPING around being my wakeup call to use the pot :P once more. Oh, and I have another dream! For my 56^th dream this year, PIG mum pokes me in the face, snapping, “Get up, it’s 10am.” I turn over, look @ the clock and snark back, “No, it’s only 9am. Go away.” XD
• After PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap, she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• Now @ 11:01 I’ve finished another game ofBejeweled lasting 5:16. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

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