Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work
plodding 2358 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Be Strong. Be Resilient’ but
thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY-EIGHT MINUTES online
after Carol leaves @ 6pm !! Anyways,
events for today?
- For my
first game of Bejeweled ending @
Woo hoo, 13TH consecutive awesome sleep last
night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am ,
and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes until 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help
me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
- The teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P when dearest dad walks silently down the hallway and unpops the door leading into the garage. After this second pot :P trip, I just softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 11% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for the important numbers.
- Now @
- After dearest dad’s retucked the teddies and I back into bed and left for his hard day’s work, we cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P about one hour later shortly before PIG mum begins her a-THUMPING around upstairs. Shortly afterwards, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces,
before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor
Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully
against the side rail and continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is some plain porridge with one slice of dry
(unbuttered) toast tossed into it), one
full mug of water (which I toss down the sink when PIG mum’s upstairs changing XD),
all my usual drugs :P and one small half mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having
a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude!
- After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the 4WD, after first turning the alarm on.
- PIG mum tootles me off to UQ for physio. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, we listen to 97.3FM all day and today, Era helps Ela stretch for forty minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm 250 times, holding each for a count of five. Era also helps rub Ela’s fingers for about twelve minutes.
- Physio today: stepping for Erf, weightshifting, about eight laps walking along hallway, getting up off mats eight times, two and one point kneeling. Before we leave, I show Ethan my fluffy unicorn but Sonia’s disappeared; hopefully she’ll be around and I can show her tomorrow!
- After one
more loo trip, PIG mum tootles us off to
- First, we visit the new Chemist Warehouse! You go to Kmart, then walk out the exit, turn left and walk to the end. One major disappointment: I walked to where prescriptions get filled, planning to grab a seat there, but there were none available! >< I’ve left feedback, threatening I’ll just visit Good Price Pharmacy next time, coz there are seats available there. XD
- We had half a lunch each @ Sunnybank oriental. I had the A meal, Mongolian chicken with rice with a hot HK-style milk tea; PIG mum had the yucky B meal with a hot lemon water. Lol, she only tipped half a teaspoon of sugar into my tea and refused to tip more; thankfully her mobile went off and she went out while she was gone, I quickly tipped the sugar bottle 1.5 times more into the tea. I prefer mine with two sugars, thanks. XD
- Back home, I turned the alarm off, used the loo for one more tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Carol’s
minding me from
- Off to small group tonight!
- Toms:
Aunty Deana’s minding me from
- Off to
the NAB for physio from
- Kim’s
coming to mind me from
- And best of all, it’s ice cream night toms night! Like I always say, a very little’s better than none @ all!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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