Wednesday, October 19, 2022

Wednesday Post 437b

 Heylo again and good evening! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 5731 and secondly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Tears @ The Pool' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed NINETEEN MINUTES online after I use the loo once more @ 9pm!! Righteo, continuing events for today?

  • When dearest dad very thoughtfully walked silently along the hallway and pulled shut the bathroom door @ 6:20am, I awoke for another tinkle, before I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

  • After dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me back into bed and leaves for his hard day's work, Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap and tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.

  • PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, after sitting over the loo and washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.

  • Breakfast is three yummy Weet-Bix with a tiny streak of honey, one slice of toast very lightly smeared with avocado and perhaps even more lightly sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

  • After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

     

  • After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and she tootles me off to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, we listen to 97.3FM all day and today, Era helps Ela stretch for thirty minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm 100/150 times, holding each for a count of five.

  • At Ray's, I use the loo for one tinkle and then lie down for some acupuncture and massage from Ray. PIG mum's obviously in her element, yapping unceasingly @ Ray; my grateful thanks to him who always replies and keeps a conversation flowing.

  • After one more loo trip, PIG mum tootles us home, I open the door and then head down to the kitchen and make myself a toastie for lunch.

  • Kim comes @ midday to drive me to the NAB; PIG mum yaps @ her for a full thirty minutes before letting us leave. XD

When Kim drives me to UQ, I pass one more level of Jewel Hereos! XD 

  • Physio with Letizia today: Reaching and cone work for Ela, 100 sit-to-stands, two six minute walk test, four 10 minute walk test, tenting and spreading for Ela.  Yay that Kat gave me a fun-sized chocolate Freddo frog!
  • After one more loo trip, Kim tootled me home and I took a nice hot shower - I washed and rinsed my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sang 15% of my shorter second-favourite song softly, slowly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
  • Dried, creamed and rekitted I headed back outside Sneaky Kim was getting PIG mum too sign her off so she could leave two minutes early! She's back same time next Wednesday.
  • Had one juicy nashi pear for arvo tea, used the loo, plopped online and watched the 6pm news bulletin (Seven's) for the 168TH time!
  • Eat the usual dinner, drank soup, took bowl to sink and returned online.
  • When nature suddenly called @ 8:21pm, I walked myself once slowly and safely to the loo and back, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
  • Righteo, hopefully brb after one more loo trip with my final, final plodding total for today, the final, final events for tonight plus what's happening toms else hope everyone's having a smashing week!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

 

Cheers,
Em. ^^ 

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