Monday Post 364

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2492 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic froom last night's 'Six Ways Jesus Fought Depression'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Jesus Is Your Lawyer' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'From Darkness To Light'. Anyways, events for today?

• Nature called once @ 12:45am but the next time she called 'twas 7:35am and dearest dad had very considerately walked silently along the hallway and unpoopped the lock into the garage!
• After one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• After dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me back into bed, pretends to suck Pearl's SEVEM pearls, laughs when Pearl body slams him for the cheek and leaves for his hard day's work, Pearl, Pijum and I all happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P before noisy PIG mum begins her usual daily a-THUMPING around upstairs! Suddenly, the door bell rings @ 9am! Lol, I'd told PIG mum my roster said someone was coming from 9-1 but she insisted that the carer wasn't coming until 4-6! XD
• Sita gives me fifteen more minutes, I use the pot :P once more for three tinkles, we get me kitted, I head over to the bathrooom to brush teeth and sit over the loo for one tinkle before walking myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
• Breakfast was one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast lightly spread with avocado and equally lightly sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After breakfast, I sit once more over the loo. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era,  I climb into the backseat of Sita's car and she kindly helps me buckle my seatbelt before tootling me off to see Aunty Anna for some massage and acupuncture.
• Sita stays outside while I relax under Aunty Anna's firm ministrations. Poor Aunty Anna hasn't much English skills, but my Chinese skills aren't too much better! XD
• Afterwards, Sita tootled me home and I took a nice hot shower - hairwash today. Also  thanks to Sita who helped me rinse out my hair, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
• Dried, creamed and rekitted, I headed out to the gobbling :P table and munched a yummy toasted tuna in tomato and onion sandwich cut into four squares. Oh, there was one slice of cheese inside the sandwich and I also drank one delicious mug of jasmine tea.
• Unsure why PIG mum signed and shooed Sita off super-early @ 1:41pm? The shift goes until 2pm! Oh, dearest dad also returned home for dinner and fed me half a mandarin.
• PIG mum sent me to the loo once before she tootled me off to Top Health Doctors to get  a referral from Dr. Ku. Dr. Money was working  today too, but we didn't see him.
• Turns out Dr. Ku had to ring someone to  get permission to prescribe me Lovan and apparently I also suffer from some major depressive episode?
• Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle and walked myself slowly and safely back online, again  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
• Once I've used up the most important two hours of the day, I'll head over to the gobbling :P table, ask PIG mum please for some arvo tea and read for one hour.
• Looking forward to watching the 6pm news bulletin (Nine's) for the 106TH time!
• Toms: Lena's minding me 9-2. She'll take me to Breathe for physio with Jacky and then presumably we'll buy groceries @ Pineland Coles and hopefully PIG mum'll lemme buy a pork salad roll from the Pinelands Bakehouse.
• Can't remember who's taking me to Toastmasters @ 5:30pm but someone had better  come!!
• Anyways, hopefully bbl else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^