Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1948 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'We Work By Grace'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Follow God And Take Your Children With You'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Prayer And Transformation' and fifthly, the spam count for tthe weekend's just three. Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once @ 2:40am last night and then I slept soundly until noisy PIG mum started a-THUMPING around upstairs @ 7:20am; after I'd used the pot :P for another tinkle she let herself into my room to help me esceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with while giving myself fifteen more minutes first. While complying, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing but Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is some plain porridge with a chunk of crusty bread that dad's client had given him, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climbed into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and buckled my seatbelt. She got in, closed her door and tootled us off to church, parking outside the service hall.
- After using the disabled loo myself once, I grabbed my usual spot on the most left and PIG mum bolted upstairs for the Canto service.
- Yay, I got to stay seated for worship today~ I sang everything, plus the harmony for two songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Peter Pie with another sermon from his Chosen Exiles series.
- Afterwards, I used the disabled loo again and then grabbed a seat @ the end of the building facing a table since morning tea hadn't been set out yet. When it was, thanks to PIG mum who grabbed me one packet of bikkies and made me one plastic cup of white tea that she says she put sugar into.
- Aunty Happy and Granny Wan came over for a chat~
- Shortly after 11am dad said lunchtime and I walked with him towards the ramp when dad suddenly goes whoops I forgot sth wait here and leaves me bracing against the railing! Dear Uncle Tandy comes over, all concerned that I'm alone but I assure him I'm fine~
- Dad returns and tootles us off to Hungry Jack's for lunch. He gets me a cheeseburger and himself a bacon deluxe with a medium chips while he gets me a small chips but pilfers @ least half for himself first! >< But @ least there's a choc sundae that I enjoy a few mouthfuls of~
- Dsd tootles us home, I use the loo for one more tinkle and then walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Planned to watch the full match replay of the Broncos game vs. the Bulldogs after I've used up my moostt important two hours of the day, but I can't seem to find it?
- Toms: Rebecca's minding me 9-2. Presuming she'll take me to see Aunty Anna for some acupuncture and massage before buying whatever groceries PIG mum wants from wherever she wants.
- Don't think I've got any other appointments after she leaves ... looking forward to spending my most important two hours of the day online, reading the book club novel for one hour and then watching the 6pm news bulletin for the 109TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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