Sunday, July 9, 2023

Sunday Post 364

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1597 steps (ha, I'm just over 1.5 grands XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Saving Faith Loves Forgiveness'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Become A Noo-limits Person!' fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'A Cry For Help' and fifthly, the spam count for the weekend's just two. Anyways, events for today?

  • Nature called around 3am and then PIG mum woke me again foor the pot :P when she began her noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs @ 6:20am and after one more pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • PIG mum comes downstairs to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's around) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out too the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
  • Breakfast is one slice of dry (unbuttered toast with one bowl of plain/Weet-Bix porridge, all my usual drugs :P and  one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • After breakfast I walk  myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and buckle my own seatbelt. She tootles us off to church, parking outside the service hall.
  • I hike up the ramp and use the normal ladies loo since the disabled loo lid's down and mean PIG mum wouldn't lift it for me. After washing and drying both hands, I grab my usual spot @ service on the most left and PIG mum bolts upstairs to join CM.
  • Yay I get to stay seated for worship today~ I sing everything, plus the harmony for all four songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >?< *sigh*
  • After service everyone left and I was the only one left! Didn't faze me; I just played Jewel Quest until PIG mum arrived because obviously nobody's gonna kidnap you when you're @ CHURCH! XD
  • After another loo trip I grabbed one pack of MSG crackers and sat in the far corner where the table is. PIG mum kindly brings me over  one paper cup of tea, which she says she's added sugar to.
  • Small Chow wanders over for a chat~ PIG mum yaps @ her for awhile and then dashes off to her gossip and coffee session with the other church aunties.
  • Dad and I grab lunch @ Hungry Jack's; today I get half a bacon deluxe, three chicken nuggets, about half a bag of small chips and like 1/3 the cup of orange juice.
  • Back home, I use the loo for one more tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
  • Toms: seeing  Aunty Anna for some massage and acupuncture. I'm looking forward to her firm ministrations; bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ her. XD Actually my roster says TBA's coming from 9-1; someone had better appear!
  • Shouldn't have any plans afterwards; looking forward to spending my most important two hours of the day online, reading for one hour and then watching the 6pm news bulletin for the 
  • Will buy groceries with her before returning home for lunch with dearest  dad.

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