Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve hard @ work plodding 3296 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘pursue Your Dream’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY-EIGHT MINUTES online after Kim leaves @ 6pm !! Anyways, events for today?
- Aww, my awesome sleep consecutive streak ended last night (well, this morning) around 2:45am but that’s alright, hopefully I can start another streak right away!
- Nature called again around 6:45am , and after another pot :P trip I immediately slept again, coz I wanted to wake and use the pot :P once more before PIG mum came to help me up! The hilarious thing, however, was that I had a dream that she’d already come inside to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra! XD
- For some unfathomable reason, PIG mum refrained from a-STOMPING around upstairs last night, meaning I didn’t wake again until she let herself into my room, but I used the pot :P once more then. Not only did I get hit with the eye goo, I got a little help with not only a bra but a tee also, coz dearest dad hadn’t left for work yet, score~ The coolest thing, however, was that I had another dream! This time, the poor Wallabies had lost to the Kiwis by one penalty goal; lol, I should really check out the sports news and see if I have the power of premonition! XD
After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly independently kitted, also spending ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :p table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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