Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2544 steps (ha, I’m just over 2.5 grand XD) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Remember To Forget’ but thirdly and way most importantly I’m still owed FIFTY MINUTES online after Kim minds me for two hours!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:50am (dad for some reason opened the garage door?) and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes until 7:00am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored, me waking again for the pot :P around one hour later when dearest dad came and kissed me bye before leaving for work. Turns out he’d left early this morning to get his blood taken! But my smart dad remembered to fast and not eat anything yet~
- More happy snorings for Daddy Bear and I; PIG mum’s a-THUMPING around upstair’s my wakeup call to use the pot :P once more. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
PIG mum comes to help me with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Now @ 3:34pm I’ve played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:57 . Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’m content to hit the sack tonight. XD
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- So began an awful morning for me. >< Firstly, I had to let awful PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to feed me breakfast. I didn’t mind too much, coz I was seated and could fully concentrate, besides, I know what a kick she gets outta from bossing me around, giving me orders, etc. for the record, it’s not like I’m unaware how Ela’s supposed to move, but my stupid brain just doesn’t get the message to her! >< *sigh* That went for fifty-one separate commands, BTW
- Morning tea immediately followed breakfast, one yummy pear. This time, PIG mum gleefully gave me twenty-five different orders. Lol, she said she’d lemme do the task myself and wouldn’t interrupt, but I knew her better than that: of course, in the end, she couldn’t resist and started bossing me around again. Prolly coz she heard that dearest dad had just arrived home from work for lunch and couldn’t wait to show off to him how much power she has over me. *sigh*
- Before lunch, I went and did a stinky unspeakable. Thanks to dearest dad who passed me one mug of warm water~
- Lunch was just leftovers. I had to pour myself some water afterwards to wash down lunch with afterwards coz horrid PIG mum couldn’t be bothered helping. *sigh*
- After one more loo trip, PIG mum tootled me off to see Vincent the physio for my weekly torture session. Physio today: three attempts before staying seated, then stood most session. Bent thirty-five times to ground for Ela to retrieve an object and return to Vincent; a little sideways walking. Personally, I’m just ‘lum sai ah’ coz Vincent told me that Kayla asked after me! ^^
- Afterwards, I asked PIG mum please some water from thecooler, but ‘twas empty! Then, I was touched again when Vincent went back inside to the kitchen and poured me some warm water!
- Before going home, we went shopping (Kmart) @ Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown. When we were leaving, we bumped into Granny Wan!
- Back home, I turned the alarm off, used the loo once then walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- There I was content to stay until Kim arrived, but no, instead I had to let horrid PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk outside and let her gleefully force mostly poor Ela take down the day’s washing; argh, I HATES standing practice! >< *sigh*
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