Good afternoon! Firstly, my final, final plodding total from Friday’s actually several hundred over 1180; secondly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 1023 steps (don’t ask me how I’ve passed 1000 steps without even leaving the house today XD) and thirdly, TWFT topic’s “Understanding Satan’s Role (3)” but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FIVE MINUTES online after Kim leaves from minding me for one hour!! Anyways, let’s start off with last night’s events first!
- I’ve said before: I suspect horrid PIG mum deliberately waits until dearest dad gets home from work before gleefully forcing me offline and gleefully forcing me to do goodness knows how long of stupid mat work exercises for her so that when dearest dad gets home she’s in the midst of giving me more commands and can show off to him how much power she has over me! That’s what happened last night. ><
- But I wolfed dinner down then crashed onto the couch to enjoy the game with Bear Bear!
- We were losing by eight come half time; hope wasn’t gone yet, but as the second half progressed, we ended up held to nil and flogged by like FORTY . >< Season over, Broncos; cya next year …
- But thanks to PIG mum who lemme enjoy the last of my most important two hours online before I hit the sack! XD
Today: Woo hoo, 10TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:10am , but I couldn’t persusde Elf and Erf to move until ten minutes later. XD After one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
When PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo @ 7:30am; after she’d left for work and dearest dad had come to retuck the teddies and I back into bed and promised to stay silent so that we could snore in peace I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Then the teddies and I had an incredible sleep, with nature not calling again till like 9:45am ! After another pot :P trip I spent ten more minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- The phone suddenly rings @ 9:55am ; knowing dad’s outside doing noisy things in the garage and can’t hear me, I lift Era and bang her against the wall, calling, “Dad! Phone!! Ring ring!!” He hears, answers the phone then comes back and tells me Besta’s ringing to say that she’s running late but will definitely come.
- She only arrives five minutes late, actually. After she knocks then lets herself into my room, Daddy Bear nods good morning to her and she wisely leaves us for fifteen more minutes of nap time, thus saving herself from the wrath of the Bear Bum. XD Actually, she miscalculates and comes back inside when I’ve still got four minutes left, but Juice politely explains that to her and she backs out for another four minutes. XD
- When she comes back, I use the pot :P for one more tinkle then immediately tell her about my two newest dreams and my most recent Candy Crush success!! Besta gets me kitted, then I head over to brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts me some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her once weekly break.
- After one more tinkle, I wash and dry Era then head out for breakfast. Score, dearest dad has left me one whole sandwich of ham and egg today, meaning I don’t need to find some morning tea for myself~ I also enjoy my first mug of white tea with two sugars and get to suck the teabag. XD My biggest joy, however, was getting to read the book club novel for seventy minutes! I reached page 250 @ 11:35am . As for Besta, she tidies my room for me ten sits and gently massages Ela for fifty-five minutes while watching The Morning Show.
- At midday , Besta takes me to the loo for one tinkle and makes me one warm mug of Milo . I try ring Aunty Lai before remembering that’s right, she’s not home this morning! Instead, I ring Aunty Nga. Annie jie jie answers but suddenly the line goes dead; when I ring again I ask toplease speak with Aunty Nga but am told she’s currently in the bathroom so just ask Annie jie jie to get Aunty Nga to ring me back, which she shortly does. We chat for like eight minutes and she tells me this week she’ll fly to Chong Hing (sp?) for more teaching.
- After hanging up, I read for another thirty minutes before Besta takes me once more to the loo. Actually, I finish the book @ 12:45pm ! Thanks to Besta who finds my Robin Hobb novel to read this arvo with Kim~ My two favourite lines from the book are when the female lead’s told not to hold the corsage like a cricket bat and page 281, which says, “I had set out in search for the truth; while it’s body had eluded me I felt I had made contact with its soul.”
- Besta leaves me with one full bowl of yummy fried rice for lunch and another mug of white tea.
- After lunch, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. After doing a stinky unspeakable, I walk myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Kim’s minding me from 4pm till 6pm today; hopefully she remembers to let herself in!
- Tonight I’m planning to watch the other semi final qualifier, the Cowboys vs. the Roosters!
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Oh, the special thing’s that we’re lettering together toms; must Google short quotes I can practise scrawling. XD
- So hopefully bbl after Kim leaves, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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